cause you were and weren't there. i had 'nuff.

개그콘서트.

Do you know how much I love KBS' Gag Concert? Haha, my family knows that every time the Gag Concert is on, the best things to do is don't bother me. Haha, because during this show, I'll laugh myself out and actually hit someone who's near to me. This show brings laughter ever single time I watch them. I have a few favorite corners which I look forward to. There's 풀옵션, 그냥 내비둬, 초고속 카메라, 나를 술 푸게 하는 세상, 씁쓸한 인생 and of course, 봉숭아 학당.

I first started watching Gag Concert due to 봉숭아 학당, yes, Wang Bi Ho! Some people may hate him for what he says but you can't really deny or oppose to what he says because it's true at some point. What I love about his gag-character is that he's so hateful but you can't really hate him because he's joking about a true thing. Haha. & I still always look forward to his appearance every single time 봉숭아 학당 comes up. There's also a few other characters which I love in the segment, for example; Gonzalez, Heo Kyung Hwan's (!) character and so much more. I actually at some period of time, uses their catchphrase when I feel like it, like; Ara-ara-arata! Haha. & I could actually remember most of their catchphrases.

There's also 씁쓸한 인생, which I absolutely LOVE. And to my surprise 1N2D members did a skit parody of it during the 2009 Entertainment Awards. I went ballistic! Let me tell you, it was 12am, yes, mid-night, and I was literally rolling on the floor laughing about it. So, Every time, this segment comes on, it never fails in making me laugh. And the twins are just cute! I absolutely love this. You don't really need to know Korean to understand this segment, since it's more of a body gag, so it's really a medicine which cause you to laugh. Haha.

I also love 풀옵션, which requires the gag men; 김병만, 정명훈, 류담, 권재관, 김지환 to turn into objects. A week ago, one of them, I think it was Kim Byeong Man into a stroller. I was laughing the entire way. The funny thing is that, after their transformation and transforming into another object, they would actually put on this 'YA! It's hard and you want me to do what now?' Haha. It's just too funny for words! I can actually talk about this segment all day long but I don't really want to bore the readers. Haha.

& I absolutely adore 그냥 내비둬, because it includes two of my favorite comedian Lee Su Geun and Song Byung Chul! My brother knows if this segment is up, it would be better if you are not near me, because I would actually fully yell out "Ya~!!! Why on earth would you do that~?! AHH! CHEESY SUPERRR." Haha, but I would still watch it because it's just too awesome for words!

To be quite honest, I love all the skits in Gag Concert and I can talk about it for hours! But I think this post itself is just already too lengthy. Haha. Gag Concert FOREVER! HAHA.

till then

- w a i

our slow pace, be my advantage

Happy Anniversary. :)

So, it's the 27th of December today. I was gonna post yesterday but I was distracted by some other things. Well, I was distracted by Pipe Game which I have in the phone. I literally scream if I don't pass a level. Haha. My brother hates me for it. I need to pass level 14 - 20. I want it now. Haha.

So, I still have some more chores to do; cleaning the room (Again) and all sorts of stuff. I also need to re-organise my bookshelves. Too many things to do and so little time. I can't believe it's almost 2010. And, I experienced this funny feeling yesterday. I still thought I was 18 and mum did too. But I was calculating my birth year and the current year so yeah. I was kinda in a shocked state. Haha, I think the number 9 didn't sink in yet and when it did, I went 'Whoa, one more year and you'll be 20.'

Okay, let' stop talking about age, shall we? Haha. Oh yeah, I was reading History a few weeks ago and I can't believe I actually learnt so many names and events and all sorts of things back in those years. Haha. Eh, my post is getting lame-r by the minute. I wanted to write some things but I forgot what I wanted to. Haha, the television ain't helping too cause it IS distracting.

till then

- w a i

platonic love. real.

Right, the video really does help increase your desire of wants. I WANT TO GO KOREA NOW. & Kyuhyun being a cutie pie like that is just increasing it like tonnes of bar higher. Like for real, but then I wanna go to Singapore first. Haha. Anyways, my days has been real good for the past week. I've been doing this and that, so I'm not really wasting my time much. *right. I've been getting headaches too for the past few day. I don't really know why, maybe I did too much thinking. Haha.

Oh, I've been listening to Ji Won's album, over and over again. When I saw him in Music Bank a few days back, I found it hard to believe he was the 'Choding' in 1N2D. Haha, he was awesome during his performance. I think it's due to the years of experience he has. Anyway, his album is awesome. I really like Everything and a couple other songs. :D

I was watching BEAST's MTV documentary a few days ago. Haha, Ki Kwang, the 4D of the group, is such a gullible boy. He actually believe Yo Seob when he pointed that the 'island' was Japan. A few seconds later, Ki Kwang later realised it wasn't Japan, it was just another island. He was almost excited about it. Haha. That gullible boy. & Don't you just love the parts when they come in front the camera and reveals their feelings while checking if they look good and stuff. Haha.

& Doo Joon and Yo Seob is just inseparable and super cute. The part when Doo Joon said they don't want to be separated anymore was cute. I actually like both of their dances. Ki Kwang, Dong Woon and Jun Hyung's was more relaxed and simple but attracting. Where as, the opposite team, Doo Joon, Yo Seob and Hyun Seung was more entertaining with full of gimmicks and interesting mind bobbling parts. Haha.

But then, obviously I would love the dance they had prepared because when their teaser came out, I was practically in love with the dances. Haha. Ah, I need to go. :D

till then

- w a i

stick to your mind and get on with it.

Everybody Cha Cha Cha, otherwise known as Jolly Widows. A weekday series which I'm following at the moment. :D I root for Soo Hyun and Kyung Hyun pairing! Unfortunately, their scenes are always limited. I mean, they usually only get 2-4 minutes screen time. But I adore both the characters to death. I literally squee every time they come on the screen.

Haha. I'm actually following many series during this period. There's this, I'll Give You Everything or Reversal of Fate and another drama which I actually watched before on the net but never get to finish it. Yeah. Anyway, I have a very tight schedule for this month and the next. Very tight actually so it's really hard to fit in some plans in. I've been doing lots and lots of chore for the past few weeks. I've helped babysit, well, it's not exactly babysit, it's more of a child-sit. :p I've been helping someone out with their study. Well, let's just say I've been doing more work. Haha.

I've been sleeping late too. I usually like to go to sleep at 9.30ish but now, it's just 10.45 or later. Haha. Holiday is really poisoning your mind. And there's wedding invitation for the next three weeks and yes, I think everyone has wedding invitation for the next few weeks. It's the wedding season. I really am convinced. What am I talking about? I really think I should just stop typing.

till then

- w a i

because now i realised all of it

I finished Orthros No Inu a few days ago, I think it was a Saturday and Oh My God. It was good. Like totally good. I cried at the very end. Yes, I actually love the ending. I bawled my eyes out but it was all worthed. I actually bought the series because of one main reason; Baby #1. Haha. But then, when I read the synopsis, I was curious. When I finally watched the first episode I was hooked! I mean, it was so good. I love the contrast both character had.

And who doesn't love Hideaki Takizawa? He was my very first Jdrama character crush. Remember his role in News No Onna? He was cute! Anyway, since he's much older now so of course his acting improved. He was seriously amazing. I love the very part when he persuaded Ryo's character (Ryosuke, commonly known as Aoi-sensei in the series) to help him break out from prison was heart wrenching; it's like you want to believe him but you know he's up to no good. *HA!

I actually love so many parts in the series. I love the part when Ryuzaki (Takki's character) made Aoi choose between some things which is totally against his morale. But in the end it was all for him. Seriously, this series is getting on to me. As I watched the series, I learned about things and by the end of the series we all knew what Ryuzaki's motive were and it was all GOOD.

In other words, I love the series and I so did not regret watching it. And not to forget, the soundtrack is the bomb. I am so much in love with 双頭! I love it every time it comes in a scene. Like seriously. I know this series may not be the best series out there. But it's definitely something. Good acting from both main and supporting actor, good script, good pace development, good story line and of course the awesome reasonss. I LOVE. :D

till then

- w a i

"Hey! um, what the hell is wrong with you?"

credits: hoist

First of all, I was practically trying hard to wrap my head around the movie. I didn't love it and I didn't hate it as well. I don't really know why. I did like the whole cinematic thing. Haha. Oh, I just realise, I should be typing this over at livejournal.

Anyway, yes, I finally watched New Moon. :) I am a Team Jacob but I appreciated the Edward-ness in the movie, since Twilight is about Edward/Bella. So yeah, I know the picture. What I really like about the movie was the Human parts, I mean, who doesn't love Jessica? Charlie? They were real awesome. Haha. Anyway, for some reason, I had a half-half feeling for this movie so I'm really hoping Movie-Eclipse will do Book-Eclipse some justice.

Okay, I'm finally free from any functions now. :D All I should think about now is REST! And finish up those DVDs that I bought a few days ago. I should also do some catching up. Yeah, I should. All I wanna do at the moment is rest and rest and get more rest. I have to prepare myself for next year. It's already the last month of 2009.

And by next month, it would be 2010. When, I finally realised it's the last month of the year, I kept asking myself, what happen in 2009? Apparently, nothing comes into my mind then. I asked myself over and over again, What happen to you in 2009? Now, It made me wonder. But now, I can say, a lot of things had happen. It was good, awesome, memorable, bad, hard, motivating, sad, neutral and so much more. I think it is a good year. I experienced a lot of memorable things. A lot of things happened for the first time, so it was definitely a change. Shoot. I could actually start a rant with this. I better stop typing. Haha.

till then

- w a i

back up and running well.

So, my last fm is finally back up and running. Haha. I think I forgot about this account of mine for an exact year. I forgot to re-install last.fm on my laptop a year ago and I suddenly remember about it a few weeks back. So, here it is. Hello instant listening song update! :) Haha.

Alright, the past few days has been real hectic. I was also feeling bored at home. Haha. I actually call my mum and dad up on Thursday asking if I can buy some DVDs. Haha. And as usual we went out to buy some DVDs and grab some dinner. And, I haven't been able to watch New Moon. I've been calling the cineplex but yeah. Decided to call up another cineplex and was able to get some relieving information. So, will be seeing it soon. I just want to watch it for the wolveeees! I mean, I want to see how much the movie had improve since Twilight.

So, New Moon, please let me watch you soon. Haha. Anyway, I need to re-watch some things, so I think that's enough update for today. Haha.

till then

w a i

sound of rain droplets leaves my heart shaken up

Hey, hey!

How's everyone doing? I know, I've been abandoning this blog for a while now. I'm determine to post updates more now. Haha, right. I was fairly busy for the past few weeks so I can't really update that much. But now, hehe, I hope I can update more than I did for the past few months. I'm trying to update as much as I can but as soon as I try typing in this blog, I end up switching to my livejournal. Haha.

Anyway, how's life been for the past few weeks? Hectic, busy, that's the only word I could think of. Haha. So, it's holiday at the moment. I love holidays! Who doesn't? I'm trying to enjoy my holiday as much as I can. Haha, Alright, enough of that. I need to plan my holiday. Yeah, yeah. I really need to. Need to do some chores and some works here and there. I'm trying to read all the updates which happened for the past 3 weeks and I give up. Haha, too many news needs to be read so I'm picking the important ones first.

Alright, I actually need to download some dramas and stuff. But, I just don't feel like it. Haha, I need to catch up with Vampire Diaries. I MUST watch CSI: NY soon which I really would like to do at the moment but my brother would complain about the download time. Haha. Maybe I should go over to the stores and buy some DVDs. Haha. I think I wrote enough for now. Haha, I think I just wrote some crappy things. Haha.

till then

w a i

the raya celeb and my 19th.

Oh, heyy! :D

Was gonna update last night which I did but then, I decided to take the post off. Haha. Anyway, let me start off with the raya celebration which I attended on the 23rd. In my three years with UBD, this was my first time attending the raya celebration with the course mates. Things came up during the two previous celebration so I couldn't really attend them. But this year, I did.

Additionally, I also helped the girls and boys, decorate DAL. Haha. It was really one of the most memorable memory that I now have. Haha. We decorated DAL before the actual day. We were active, super-active, to be on the right terms. Haha. And then, the actual day, I went in early with Lina, Shimah and Marana. Sinah was there too, :) She actually came earlier. Hehe. Anyway, I had fun during the celebration. Haha, I had lots of laughter too.

Anyway, 31st of October, Awww. Haha, Halloweeeeen = birthday. :D Haha. Yes, I turned 19 yesterday. I can't believe I'm actually 19. I still feel 16 to be quite honest. *laughs at self. Alright, I got lots of love during my 19th. Yes, I did. Haha. I went to UBD early in the morning even though there was no class. I came because we had this little practice which we needed to do. Received a few birthday greets from the awesome friends, of course. Haha, Lina gave me this present, which I actually intended on opening at home. Haha, But, while waiting for the girls to finish copying some several stuff, I looked over and saw this realllly familiar face on the card.

Haha, I actually took a peek first and then said, well, shouted "BABY~!!!" It was Kyuhyun. Haha, and it was actually one of my favorite picture from him. Then, Lina told me to open the card up because I was literally saying "Kyu! Kyu!" over and over again. And when I opened, I saw Shugo, Changmin (!!), Ki-Woong, Seung Gi, Taec! andddd Doo Joon! I went "BABY-S!!!!" and "SHUGOOOOO!" Haha. I think the whole UBD heard my voice by that time. Haha! Lina, Thank you so much for this and the present! Hehe!

Then, before going for lunch, Fifie treat Lina and me KFC. :) It's been a while since I ate KFC. Hehe, thank you Fie! Haha. Then went home-ubd-then lunch! Haha, yes, we went lunch-ing. We- as in, me, Lina, Fifie, Shimah and Marana. Had our lunch at Taurean. Sizzzzzling. Haha. And, and as usual bumped onto mum and dad on the road. Haha. Everytime I go out with them girls, I always bumped onto mum and dad! Hehe.

After lunch, went to The Mall with one purpose. Sticker picture! And we wanted to jalan-jalan too. Haha. Sticker picture was really cute. Haha, yes, it was my first time and It was really cute! Haha. Oh yeah, before heading back home, Haha, we encountered this reallllly special moment. Haaaaha. I can't explain it in words. It's just funny. So, when I went home, I saw this birthday notice made by the family! Awww. I love. & Chocolate cake which I seriously love along with creams on top! Haha. Mum as usual cooked some stuff. Hehe. Oh and dad bought me one thing. Hehe.

Not to forget, my sister also sent me this birthday card. Yes, through post. I super love the birthday card and it's just really wonderful. I love you, Long! :D To be honest, my birthday's been a real fun and I'm just glad that day when along fine. Thank you to Mum, Dad, Alai, Along!! And of course Lina, Fifie, Shimah and Marana! :D Now, I'm 19! *laughs.

till then,

- w a i

& you didn't say anything.

oh yeah, hi!

We are Beast! Haha. Finally, I have maybe one or two hour to update this blog. The blog is so last month. I'm too tired at the moment, since I still need to do a couple more things for uni. But I really wanted to update this blog. Yes, I've been too busy lately and it's really tiring. I want to try and relax for a few moments but works keep on piling up so that's really not an option.

I'm currently listening to Yiruma's new album and I'm totally just happy.Did you know I love 너의 마음속엔 강이 흐른다? Yes, I love that track since I don't even know when. Anyway, I went to Lamunin a few days ago. or maybe weeks ago. Mum and Dad wanted to bring us to a place where we can enjoy a much different scenery. Plus, both my brother and I was excited when we got the chance to see the fruit festival. I finally know that I really like Durian Putih instead of the Kuning ones. And I also just found out how much in love I am with Mangga. Haha. I saw some, eyed mum and mum got the point instantly. Oh, I just knew there's this Durian called Durian Kura-Kura, uhuh.

This semester has been really a test on patience and our capability, I think. Like, seriously! Our wednesday which is really suppose to be a no class day has now turn into a work day. I think I only had one real off day on Wednesday. More works need to be done and I just want this to end. Anyway, thankfully, there's been some K-pop scene lately which really helps me to get going. For example, T-Ara's collab with Cho Shin Sung. B2ST'S DEBUT! LIKE FINALLLLLY. I've been waiting for so long and I'm so proud and satisfieddd! You should have seen my reaction when the teasers got out, I went for a straight O face. Haha. Then there's SHINee's comeback yesterday where I was really blown away by those moves. Seung Gi also made his comeback a few weeks ago, been waiting for him to come back and I'm so in love with his voice.

Alright, I think that's enough for today. Haha.

till then

- w a i

I'm going around in circles.

I never needed you to be always there.

Hello blog. It's been a while. Finally, it's the week I've been waiting for. My one week off from the semester. I'm pretty glad cause I can now rest for a bit and then start doing more works next week. Haha. The past few weeks was really hectic with works, assignment, outings, activities, meeting, discussion which I needed to attend.

Yes, I had a very busy week. I'm not sure why but yes, our work load is just different this semester. We have to hand in at least One major assignment every week, and there's always presentation, so yeah. Plus, I went bowling for my Eca. It wasn't my first time playing bowling but I was still awkward. I mean, the ball literally 'bam!' in front of my face!. Haha. I'm the worst player in the group but I'm proud of it. Haha, I joined bowling club just to have fun and I did!

Oh, and I had an outing with Lina, Fifie and Shimah. Marana was suppose to join but she had some technical problem. Hehe. Went out for sungkai right after our bowling activity. And we went to Taurean. The menu was absolutely satisfying. I literally ate all of the food and they had almost all of my favourite dishes. In addition, the four of us had fun talking before sungkai. I don't remember exactly what we talked about but we sure had fun.

In words, even though the past few weeks had been really busy, hectic and stressful, I still had a good time with the girls. Thanks to them, my days are never dull. Haha. I think I should end my post here. Need to do some things! :D

till then

- w a i

it'll change me.

Hello. :) Haha, so, three weeks has past. Yes, three weeks went by really fast. I already have tonnes of work piling up in front of my face and it's just stressful. Week by week, I will have to submit at least one major assignment, so yeah. Sometimes, I feel like they are putting super high expectations on us. Scary.

Anyway, I watched New Moon's second trailer yesterday. Uh-huh. Meet Jacob Black. I went *yay! Yes, as you can see, I'm very much a Team Jacob. I don't really like Edward much. He's cool and all but I just ain't interested. I can't wait for New Moon, Less Edward, More Jacob and Volturi! :D I am so gonna be hyper. But I'm really looking forward to the scene where Bella meets the wolf pack. I'm so having high hopes on those boys. !! Haha.

I need to couple more works. I have to do some research, some planning and things like that obviously. Oh, and my courses are now 7. Yes, not 6. And my Tuesdays contains 8 hours of lecture. Yeap, yeap. 8-10am, 10-12pm, 12-2pm, 2-4pm. Yes, we weren't able to get lunch on Tuesday. *sigh. Haha. Ugh, I need to seriously plan my weeks. I tried a few days ago but I always end up just sitting there or lying there with the diary planner open. I need to regain my energy. *nods.

And I need to stop watching videos on youtube. I've been watching Wild Bunny and 1N2D cuts alot nowadays so it's absolutely distracting. Wild Bunny with 2pm is addicting, the sound effects itself makes you wanna roll on the floor and laugh. Haha. I'll blog more soon, I guess. I'm just too tired at the moment.

till then

- w a i

coming unglued.

How was my first five back-to-uni days went? Tiring.

I finally figured out how many courses we are taking this semester. 6 courses. Yes, six. And I thought we'll be having less courses to get through. Anyway, settled my time table yesterday. :D I'm so glad. Usually it takes one and a half week to settle it but yay. Not this time. I think I'm pretty satisfied with this semester's schedule. I do know the fact that I have to rush most of the time but I hope it'll get through. I mean, where else can we pick for tutorial slots? It's like packed and limited, so yeah.

Oh, we already have several assignments that needs to be done asap. I still have my holiday mood on so my brain isn't really cooperating with me. I just hope I'm alright this semester. Haha. I need to get through it. My first day was completely okay, since I only had one lecture and then I went straight home to get some rest which I obviously need because I slept late the night before. Reason why; I was watching DPMM FC vs Home United FC. I have too many detailed chilling comments on the game but I just rather not say anything. Hahaha. I'm kidding.

What else did I wanna say? Memory is failing at the moment. Haha. There's a lot of things going on in my life right now and it's hard to keep track of things. Plus, I've been trying to do things but I always get distracted. :p I guess I'll just keep this post short. :D

till then

- w a i

and the speakers too.

credits : Julia (bubydub) (Photographer), allkpop, and BoAjjang + boanjel

So little time. :(

Don't you think BoA looks amazing in that photo? Haha. So, I have at least 5 more days to just do nothing. Lol. Yes, we're starting our new semester soon. How do I feel? Not ready. Haha. I don't know if my brain is ready to start all the cramming, digesting of informations. Usually the first few weeks of the semester would be hectic. We'll be busy trying to find slots for tutorials, lectures and trying to register here, there. It'll be hectic.

So, I think I have 6 courses this semester. But then I'm not really sure because we usually have last minute changes. I saw our timetable but it was just too confusing cause there's one 100% coursework there. So yeah, I'll just have to figure this out on the first day of the semester. Haha. Which means, we'll be experiencing confusion on our first day. Lol. I need to get ready for the new semester. Like seriously. I need to stop slacking and start arranging things and buying things for the new semester.

Uh. I really think my holiday is not enough. Haha. Like always. But this time, it's just different. Maybe because I've been busy with a lot of things so I don't really feel like I am in a holiday. My schedule's been pretty tight for the past few weeks. I just hope I'll be alright this semester. I don't wanna go stress from the first week. Lol. I just need to take things slow. Oh gee. I'm writing random things again. Haha.

Oh, I finally went to watch Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince. :D *giggles. My brother and I were the only few people watching that day so it was good. (I think they only had 16-18 watchers at that time) We had the second row all to ourselves. Haha. And yes, I wrote a long review for the movie and honestly? I love the movie. It was good and since HBP was my favourite out of all, I really had super enormous expectations for the movie. I was devastated when I read and heard that the movie was boring/not good/bad. But I decided to see it myself and I do not regret watching the movie. Maybe I just like the movie because there was a lot of Draco screen time. Haha. Anyway, head off to my livejournal for my own review. I don't wanna spoil it here.

till then

- w a i

sunshine.

I usually make decisions on my own but this time, I don't know.

*sigh.


Oh hi. :) I had a dream a couple of days ago. Haha. Sadly. I don't remember what it was about. I just know I had a dream. That is how I am. I dream and when I wake up, I don't remember everything about it. Sad. I know. Anyway, I've been doing some research. Haha. Yeah, I did. I research about almost everything, to be honest. A few weeks ago, my brother asked me about places I wanted to travel to and of course I answered Korea. Then he asked, where else? That got me thinking. Where exactly do I wanna travel to? & is the place worth travelling to?

I know Korea is definitely on top of my list. I wanna go to Korea because I want to go to 63 Building and Lotte World. 63 Building because it overlooks the Han River and because they have Sky Deck and Sky Art. Sky Deck is where you get to see Seoul's from their 60th floor. Awesome! :D Haha. Lotte World? Just because. Haha. I also believe Seoul have the best autumn site! You know I love fall! :) Oh yeah, the next place on my list is Dubai. Gee. My brother and I have this little obsession with Dubai's development. I like to look at how much they developed and how interesting the buildings are. I want to go to Ski Dubai under the Mall of the Emirates. I don't need those winter to experience the snow and cold. :p Not to forget, their Malls. :D We can talk all day about Dubai but yeah. The developments projects is just so interesting!

Another place where I wanna travel is, New York. NYC! :D Why? Because New York have Metropolitan Museum of Art, Central Park and Times Square! That's why. Haha, I don't have much to say about New York because well, I just don't know how to sum it all up. It's just one of the places that I wanna go to. Believe it or not. Haha. And then there's Singapore. Yes, I would love to go Singapore sometime. Where do I begin? I think Singapore has so many interesting places but I'll be looking most forward to the shopping! Haaaaha. Plus they have so many good bookstore in town! I just want to buy books to be honest. & not to forget Singapore is famous for Orchard Road. I also want to go to VivoCity, it is said to be the bestest shopping mall in Singapore. They also offer interesting parks to go to. *sigh. Haha. I love parks. I have a few other places in mind but I haven't research much about it and I wanted to keep some of them private. Haha.

Gee, I think I typed alot today. *surprised. Me and my hand. Haha. I'm off. I wanna catch East of Eden later. Hehe.

till then

- w a i

like NO!

source : 1 & 2

Have you ever remembered wanting to do something but then you realised it's already too late?

I'm feeling a bit indecisive at the moment. :( I don't know why. It's suppose to be simple but I'm making it too complicated. Yes, that's one of my habits. I make things complicated even thought it's actually really simple. Haha. I'm not even sure why but it always happens. Oh yeah, back to my first line, who else experienced that situation?

I've been in it like lots and lots of time. Sometimes I regret them, sometimes I don't. I think 'Regret' is really one of the issue that I face nowadays. To be quite honest, it scares me.

Forget regret, or life is yours to miss.

- J. Larson.

At some period of time, I feel like I want to do something but suddenly I decided not to. Then, when I decided not to, I think about it over and over again. Will I regret it if I don't do it? Will I be happy if I do it? Haha. I make it all complicated. I just knew there is this thing call "Buyer's regret." That happens when you regret buying something. I think I experience Buyer's regret a couple of time. Let me remember when. Ah, once, when I bought my very first flip phone. *sigh. But that regret taught me to be a very good buyer now. *konon.

&& My reaction to Oh Ddog Yi's release was like this ㅠㅠㅠㅠ / T_T'. :( Anyway! I'll be busy next week. :) I'm not sure if I have the time to update. I feel like abandoning this blog now. *laughs. I've been writing more on my LJ since that journal is private. Haha.

till then

- w a i

with caution.

24 more days.

Uh. I need more time.

Time is not exactly what I need, I need something else which I rather not say. *laughs. I don't wanna go sentimental in this blog. Finally, my schedule is a little relaxing for the next two weeks, I think? Haha. I still have a few other things to do but it's all good. :) Haha, I need to stop this 'I have things to do and it's all good' post! *konon. Anyway, I still haven't updated my diary which is totally not good and I haven't renew my to-do lists. I need to do that as soon as possible.

Without realising it, I actually finish all 15 DVDs that I bought a few weeks ago. *gasp. I literally gasp when I found out. Haha, I thought I planned it out well so that I will be able to watch the 15 DVD till UBD reopens. But noo, that certainly did not happen. So I went fishing for some DVDs today and bought 5 more. I actually watched one a few hours ago. So not a good sign. I've been trying to find The Covenant at stores but I can't find it anywhere! I seriously want to watch that movie. Yes, yes because of Steven Strait but the story itself seems interesting. Please let me find the DVD asap. :P

Oh yes, my sister got engaged last Sunday. Haha. So, I would like to say Congratulations Long! I'm glad the engagement went fine. Yes, my older sister look gorgeous during her engagement. I can't deny the fact that I am not used to seeing her with make up on but she looked amazing. I'm happy that she's happy and I'm glad that she's engaged to someone who the whole family approves. :) We can totally see she was seriously super happy on Sunday. Haha. Congratulations Long! Semoga Berkekalan Sehingga Ke Jinjang Pelamin. Amin. Hehe. & not to forget, Mama, Babah, Angah and Alai would also like to say Congratulations! on getting your desired scholarship! :D Master la~~ In a year time, us, the whole family can then proudly say "My sister is a master holder!" or "My daughter is a master graduate!" :D Study smart and remember us here in Brunei. :P LOVE YOU!

till then

w a i

oh! hey. :D

So many things had happened. Lol. I've been really busy since a few-few-few days ago. I've been doing lots of things to make sure my holiday does not go to waste. I'm trying to enjoy myself while I can, haha. & that would be the reason why I don't update my blog that much. What have I been doing? Well, I can't possibly write everything about it here. *laughs.

I've been doing a bit of cleaning, reading, watching, listening, talking, eating, drinking and well, every bit of what a human usually do to survive their day. Haha. Okay, okay, let's be serious. A week ago, I went to a reunion for the Form 4C of SMR. Yes, yes, it's been a while since I last saw everyone so it was all good fun. I had to leave the reunion early though. :) But I had super fun. Mum's been pampering us with good food, :D Well, it's mostly me who thinks we are being pampered. Haha. I've been eating all of my favorite food over the week.

& I just realised I really like Tasconi. I love the delivery to be honest! They are super fast and food's all yummm! I've been going crazy over food nowadays. Haha. For example, a day ago, I went nuts when I saw my favorite Nasi Ayam Penyet. I love my mum and dad for understanding me too much. :D I've been bugging mum to feed me Ambuyat since I saw mum bought the cacah two weeks ago and when I saw my sister menumpah, I went :D :D! And today, I saw 'Ikan Salai' on the table and I went all excited! Haha. I can now safely say, Food makes me happy.

Oh, I broke my very own promise a few days ago and I'm so not happy with it. :/ Haha. I promised myself that I would slow down reading Eclipse and I will read Breaking Dawn a few months after I finish Eclipse but noooooooo, I finished Eclipse in two freaking days and bought Breaking Dawn instantly. I went "What the hell am I doing?" Haha. Have I ever said I'm totally happy with the Quileute casting for New Moon? I super like Sam, Paul, Embry, Quil and that pretty much covers everyone! Lol.

till then

- w a i

colours.

How thick is your diary?

Haha, mine is totally thick and I feel like I should re-write things on it. Starting from tomorrow, my schedules are packed. I have a lot of things to do and I'm liking it. I am more than happy to be busy but I also love resting. My way of resting is watching movies, listening to music and watching TV. No, I rarely take a nap. I don't nap. The only time I take a nap or sleep in the afternoon is when I am really really tired or sick.

I've been watching a lot of movies lately. The last movie I watched was Transformers. The first one that is and it left me wanting to watch the second one. That is good. Haha. I also finished season 5 of CSI: NY. The finale, oh gawd. It's a good finale, I tell you. It definitely leaves you wanting more! Now I have to wait till September for the next season. I can't wait. I bought a couple of movies yesterday and I still can not make up my mind. I don't know which movie to watch first. Clearly, I'm thinking too hard which is definitely not good.

Oh yes, anyone watching Story of A Man at KBSWorld? I was gonna download the whole series when I'm in my holidays (which is now) but I decided to just watch around when it's on the tele. It's been a while, waiting for an episode to air itself. I'm going way out of topic here. The reason why I brought up Story of A Man was because of Kyung Tae, aww. He's a cutie pie. He's played by one of my favourite actor, Park Ki Woong. I love his outfits in the drama. Did you know I have a weakness for guys wearing long sleeve shirts / hoodies? He's just adorable. His performance in this drama just shows how much he improved from My Tutor Friend II, Someone Behind You, Love Hunt Thirty Minutes, Drama City, When It's At Night and Love Marriage. I'm so proud of him! :D He makes me love him more.

Plus, the story, the directing, the script is just love. I don't think this type of drama can be found easily. It's intense, cool, cute, funny and awesome at the same time. Hehe. I'll update more soon, Haha. I ran out of ideas.

till then

w a i

& Alhamdulillah. I'm very very glad.

personal.

Good afternoon. :D I'm being sentimental today. Right~ Oh yeah, layout changed. Wanted to try something new and here it is. How's life? Well, everything feels fine and good. I have too many things in mind right now, trying to keep myself busy but relaxed at the same time. Anyway, my post today will touch on something very provocative, sensitive and just plain weird but I just decided to talk about it since it's really a problem all over the world.

Suicide.
noun.

1. The act or an instance of intentionally killing oneself.

2. The destruction or ruin of one's own interests: It is professional suicide to involve oneself in illegal practices.

3. One who commits suicide.

Suicide is one of the major cause of death, it actually ranks in eleventh place of the 'cause of death in America'. More surprisingly, suicide mostly occurs in Asia. When I read that, I went "Oh my god." It is also said that most of the people who die from suicide are males but the most frequent attempt are made by females. :/ That is scary.

The most common way of suicide is using firearms, yes, guns, pistols, whatever you call it. That is the most common way. I don't know what the second most common method is but you know what other method are used to handle suicide. Hanging, slitting of the wrist, jumping, drowning, suffocation, electrocution and others.

Why did I decided to talk about suicide? Well, one of the reason is I'm seeing tonnes of suicide news. Remember; Ahn Jae Hwan, Choi Jin Shil, Lee Seo Hyun, Kim Seok Kyun, Jang Ja Yeon, Woo Seung-yeon, Former Pres. Roh. Then, I realised, this is getting serious. Frankly, we wouldn't know why they committed suicide and we can't possibly understand why. I really do wish the word suicide would stop appearing in news. It's scary and it's just wrong. My personal views on suicide is just too long to type in and this got me thinking "What does other people think about suicide? Is it serious to other people too?" Especially the teenagers nowadays.

I hope teenagers nowadays doesn't take this suicide matter lightly. I know some teenagers think they should just commit suicide to stop all the pains, but seriously? Suicide is just a no-no. I detest suicide quite honestly. Now, I frequently hear most teenagers say things such as "Let's just overdose, let's just slit my wrist and all the pain will go away." My respond to such behaviour is 'B*llsh*t. What on earth are you thinking?' It's stupid and not cool. I don't think suicide is a good way to die, I mean, come onnn, dying over someone not into you? Dying because you broke up with your boyfriend? That's just sad.

Commiting suicide will not make the pain go away. Suicide creates more pain. If you think your problem is unbearable and it just hurt you too much, open the internet, read the current news. Other people are suffering too. How about all the people who have little money due to the economic crisis? How about the people who don't have proper water or electric supply? How about those people who do not have a place to live in? How about those people who can't afford the hospital bills and need to work their ass off? How about other people who needs to work all day and night? How about the people who have 2-4 jobs in a day just to meet month's end? You're not the only one who have problems.

Having problem is common. No one in this world is having the perfect life. Even the richest person has problems. Oh god, I think I just wrote an essay. HAHA. Enough of this, I need to go. And, I seriously don't wanna be labeled as Miss Know-it-all. :D

till then

w a i

new moon or harry potter?

credits: welt_herrschaft @lj

Harry Potter of course! Are you kidding me? I've been waiting for it since like forever! Enough said. But yes, I also can't wait for New Moon. Good morning, people! Here I am once again, trying to update but I don't know what to type in. Haha. I'm feeling hungry at the moment, even though I just had breakfast. Anyway, I've been trying to catch up with things and finally I did it last night. Had to stay up till late 11ish just to catch up with things. 'Things' actually meant for what's my number x fav. actor next project is? What he's been up to? Get it? *rofl.

credits: gothicyuna @lj

I still haven't finish the current episodes of A Man's Story. I think I'm on episode 5. God. I love the series so to the much. I love the team. And Park Ki Woong's acting is just love! :D Haha. Alright, enough about that. I've been wanting to re-decorate my room. Yes, again~ And I think I'll do it later this afternoon or tomorrow afternoon. Have so much things to do actually. And I haven't updated my things to do list. I need to do that real soon.

Oh! I haven't print those pictures yet. I need to do that too. But seriously, I'm having a hard time picking which picture to enlarge and which will be 3r or 4r sizes. Haha. I'm certainly trying to make things complicated. What a huhdang. Haha. Oh, that reminds me, I have tooooo many things to do so I might as well keep this post short.

till then

- w a i

ayu!

I've been a great fan of Ayu since I was, em, let me count, 13-14ish years old. Yes, it started a few years ago. I first saw her through a VCD of her concert, which was Arena Tour 2002, since then I had high respect for her works. She's not only a singer, she is a performer, a writer, a visualiser. I always love all her songs and always feel happy and satisfied whenever I watch her performances.

She's definitely different from other artist out there. I love her works, I love her attitude. Well, frankly, I love everything about her. I admire her for being hard working. I love her for not giving up even when she has complications. I just adore her. She's a great artist and I am proud that she has fans all over the world. I love her signature slash trademarks whenever she does her tour. One of the most important factor about her concert is she plans her own concert. She picks out how the stage would look like and stuff like that. And that is why, at the end of her concert, there would be an ending credit saying 'visualised by ayumi hamasaki' and is now changed to 'All Produced by ayumi hamasaki' with her looking at the stage. It's wonderful.

I love how every concert, she manages to surprise the audience but still have her trademarks on. One of her trademarks are her costumes. I love her costumes! It's so concert-y. Her costumes has the element of surprise in it and of course, her outfit for the MC-ing period and encore is damn cute. And her stage, one word can describe her stages; 'Wow!' It's tricky yet so coordinated. You should have seen her 2008's Arena Tour, she had this big ship on her stage! :D During her concerts, you can also see different suspended things or objects going around, for example during her 2006's Arena Tour, you can see her inside a ball, well, not exactly a ball but you know, suspended in the air, it was amazing.

The video above was the first concert I saw from her. It's the opening for Arena Tour 2002. Arena Tour 2002 was oh my gee. It was just amazing. I especially love the opening. And I definitely love A Song For XX. I honestly just love all her performances! I can't possibly say one by one but if you really want to know why I love Ayumi. You should just check out her Countdown 2006-2007 concert because it comprises of stage settings from her previous concert but renewed. It's also called Best of Countdown Live. So yeah. And, and she sang one of my favourite song No Way To Say in the countdown, and her stage settings + costume were awesome. She had this dress which was probably 19 feet wide! And one more thing, at the end of every concert, all her audience will keep quiet where she will say "Thank you!" without her microphone, it's one of her trademarks AND believe me, you can hear her.

So it's been my wish since a few-few years ago to watch her live. She's one and still is one of my idols. (:

till then

- w a i