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How thick is your diary?

Haha, mine is totally thick and I feel like I should re-write things on it. Starting from tomorrow, my schedules are packed. I have a lot of things to do and I'm liking it. I am more than happy to be busy but I also love resting. My way of resting is watching movies, listening to music and watching TV. No, I rarely take a nap. I don't nap. The only time I take a nap or sleep in the afternoon is when I am really really tired or sick.

I've been watching a lot of movies lately. The last movie I watched was Transformers. The first one that is and it left me wanting to watch the second one. That is good. Haha. I also finished season 5 of CSI: NY. The finale, oh gawd. It's a good finale, I tell you. It definitely leaves you wanting more! Now I have to wait till September for the next season. I can't wait. I bought a couple of movies yesterday and I still can not make up my mind. I don't know which movie to watch first. Clearly, I'm thinking too hard which is definitely not good.

Oh yes, anyone watching Story of A Man at KBSWorld? I was gonna download the whole series when I'm in my holidays (which is now) but I decided to just watch around when it's on the tele. It's been a while, waiting for an episode to air itself. I'm going way out of topic here. The reason why I brought up Story of A Man was because of Kyung Tae, aww. He's a cutie pie. He's played by one of my favourite actor, Park Ki Woong. I love his outfits in the drama. Did you know I have a weakness for guys wearing long sleeve shirts / hoodies? He's just adorable. His performance in this drama just shows how much he improved from My Tutor Friend II, Someone Behind You, Love Hunt Thirty Minutes, Drama City, When It's At Night and Love Marriage. I'm so proud of him! :D He makes me love him more.

Plus, the story, the directing, the script is just love. I don't think this type of drama can be found easily. It's intense, cool, cute, funny and awesome at the same time. Hehe. I'll update more soon, Haha. I ran out of ideas.

till then

w a i

& Alhamdulillah. I'm very very glad.

personal.

Good afternoon. :D I'm being sentimental today. Right~ Oh yeah, layout changed. Wanted to try something new and here it is. How's life? Well, everything feels fine and good. I have too many things in mind right now, trying to keep myself busy but relaxed at the same time. Anyway, my post today will touch on something very provocative, sensitive and just plain weird but I just decided to talk about it since it's really a problem all over the world.

Suicide.
noun.

1. The act or an instance of intentionally killing oneself.

2. The destruction or ruin of one's own interests: It is professional suicide to involve oneself in illegal practices.

3. One who commits suicide.

Suicide is one of the major cause of death, it actually ranks in eleventh place of the 'cause of death in America'. More surprisingly, suicide mostly occurs in Asia. When I read that, I went "Oh my god." It is also said that most of the people who die from suicide are males but the most frequent attempt are made by females. :/ That is scary.

The most common way of suicide is using firearms, yes, guns, pistols, whatever you call it. That is the most common way. I don't know what the second most common method is but you know what other method are used to handle suicide. Hanging, slitting of the wrist, jumping, drowning, suffocation, electrocution and others.

Why did I decided to talk about suicide? Well, one of the reason is I'm seeing tonnes of suicide news. Remember; Ahn Jae Hwan, Choi Jin Shil, Lee Seo Hyun, Kim Seok Kyun, Jang Ja Yeon, Woo Seung-yeon, Former Pres. Roh. Then, I realised, this is getting serious. Frankly, we wouldn't know why they committed suicide and we can't possibly understand why. I really do wish the word suicide would stop appearing in news. It's scary and it's just wrong. My personal views on suicide is just too long to type in and this got me thinking "What does other people think about suicide? Is it serious to other people too?" Especially the teenagers nowadays.

I hope teenagers nowadays doesn't take this suicide matter lightly. I know some teenagers think they should just commit suicide to stop all the pains, but seriously? Suicide is just a no-no. I detest suicide quite honestly. Now, I frequently hear most teenagers say things such as "Let's just overdose, let's just slit my wrist and all the pain will go away." My respond to such behaviour is 'B*llsh*t. What on earth are you thinking?' It's stupid and not cool. I don't think suicide is a good way to die, I mean, come onnn, dying over someone not into you? Dying because you broke up with your boyfriend? That's just sad.

Commiting suicide will not make the pain go away. Suicide creates more pain. If you think your problem is unbearable and it just hurt you too much, open the internet, read the current news. Other people are suffering too. How about all the people who have little money due to the economic crisis? How about the people who don't have proper water or electric supply? How about those people who do not have a place to live in? How about those people who can't afford the hospital bills and need to work their ass off? How about other people who needs to work all day and night? How about the people who have 2-4 jobs in a day just to meet month's end? You're not the only one who have problems.

Having problem is common. No one in this world is having the perfect life. Even the richest person has problems. Oh god, I think I just wrote an essay. HAHA. Enough of this, I need to go. And, I seriously don't wanna be labeled as Miss Know-it-all. :D

till then

w a i

new moon or harry potter?

credits: welt_herrschaft @lj

Harry Potter of course! Are you kidding me? I've been waiting for it since like forever! Enough said. But yes, I also can't wait for New Moon. Good morning, people! Here I am once again, trying to update but I don't know what to type in. Haha. I'm feeling hungry at the moment, even though I just had breakfast. Anyway, I've been trying to catch up with things and finally I did it last night. Had to stay up till late 11ish just to catch up with things. 'Things' actually meant for what's my number x fav. actor next project is? What he's been up to? Get it? *rofl.

credits: gothicyuna @lj

I still haven't finish the current episodes of A Man's Story. I think I'm on episode 5. God. I love the series so to the much. I love the team. And Park Ki Woong's acting is just love! :D Haha. Alright, enough about that. I've been wanting to re-decorate my room. Yes, again~ And I think I'll do it later this afternoon or tomorrow afternoon. Have so much things to do actually. And I haven't updated my things to do list. I need to do that real soon.

Oh! I haven't print those pictures yet. I need to do that too. But seriously, I'm having a hard time picking which picture to enlarge and which will be 3r or 4r sizes. Haha. I'm certainly trying to make things complicated. What a huhdang. Haha. Oh, that reminds me, I have tooooo many things to do so I might as well keep this post short.

till then

- w a i