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Good afternoon. :D I'm being sentimental today. Right~ Oh yeah, layout changed. Wanted to try something new and here it is. How's life? Well, everything feels fine and good. I have too many things in mind right now, trying to keep myself busy but relaxed at the same time. Anyway, my post today will touch on something very provocative, sensitive and just plain weird but I just decided to talk about it since it's really a problem all over the world.

Suicide.
noun.

1. The act or an instance of intentionally killing oneself.

2. The destruction or ruin of one's own interests: It is professional suicide to involve oneself in illegal practices.

3. One who commits suicide.

Suicide is one of the major cause of death, it actually ranks in eleventh place of the 'cause of death in America'. More surprisingly, suicide mostly occurs in Asia. When I read that, I went "Oh my god." It is also said that most of the people who die from suicide are males but the most frequent attempt are made by females. :/ That is scary.

The most common way of suicide is using firearms, yes, guns, pistols, whatever you call it. That is the most common way. I don't know what the second most common method is but you know what other method are used to handle suicide. Hanging, slitting of the wrist, jumping, drowning, suffocation, electrocution and others.

Why did I decided to talk about suicide? Well, one of the reason is I'm seeing tonnes of suicide news. Remember; Ahn Jae Hwan, Choi Jin Shil, Lee Seo Hyun, Kim Seok Kyun, Jang Ja Yeon, Woo Seung-yeon, Former Pres. Roh. Then, I realised, this is getting serious. Frankly, we wouldn't know why they committed suicide and we can't possibly understand why. I really do wish the word suicide would stop appearing in news. It's scary and it's just wrong. My personal views on suicide is just too long to type in and this got me thinking "What does other people think about suicide? Is it serious to other people too?" Especially the teenagers nowadays.

I hope teenagers nowadays doesn't take this suicide matter lightly. I know some teenagers think they should just commit suicide to stop all the pains, but seriously? Suicide is just a no-no. I detest suicide quite honestly. Now, I frequently hear most teenagers say things such as "Let's just overdose, let's just slit my wrist and all the pain will go away." My respond to such behaviour is 'B*llsh*t. What on earth are you thinking?' It's stupid and not cool. I don't think suicide is a good way to die, I mean, come onnn, dying over someone not into you? Dying because you broke up with your boyfriend? That's just sad.

Commiting suicide will not make the pain go away. Suicide creates more pain. If you think your problem is unbearable and it just hurt you too much, open the internet, read the current news. Other people are suffering too. How about all the people who have little money due to the economic crisis? How about the people who don't have proper water or electric supply? How about those people who do not have a place to live in? How about those people who can't afford the hospital bills and need to work their ass off? How about other people who needs to work all day and night? How about the people who have 2-4 jobs in a day just to meet month's end? You're not the only one who have problems.

Having problem is common. No one in this world is having the perfect life. Even the richest person has problems. Oh god, I think I just wrote an essay. HAHA. Enough of this, I need to go. And, I seriously don't wanna be labeled as Miss Know-it-all. :D

till then

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