ayu!

I've been a great fan of Ayu since I was, em, let me count, 13-14ish years old. Yes, it started a few years ago. I first saw her through a VCD of her concert, which was Arena Tour 2002, since then I had high respect for her works. She's not only a singer, she is a performer, a writer, a visualiser. I always love all her songs and always feel happy and satisfied whenever I watch her performances.

She's definitely different from other artist out there. I love her works, I love her attitude. Well, frankly, I love everything about her. I admire her for being hard working. I love her for not giving up even when she has complications. I just adore her. She's a great artist and I am proud that she has fans all over the world. I love her signature slash trademarks whenever she does her tour. One of the most important factor about her concert is she plans her own concert. She picks out how the stage would look like and stuff like that. And that is why, at the end of her concert, there would be an ending credit saying 'visualised by ayumi hamasaki' and is now changed to 'All Produced by ayumi hamasaki' with her looking at the stage. It's wonderful.

I love how every concert, she manages to surprise the audience but still have her trademarks on. One of her trademarks are her costumes. I love her costumes! It's so concert-y. Her costumes has the element of surprise in it and of course, her outfit for the MC-ing period and encore is damn cute. And her stage, one word can describe her stages; 'Wow!' It's tricky yet so coordinated. You should have seen her 2008's Arena Tour, she had this big ship on her stage! :D During her concerts, you can also see different suspended things or objects going around, for example during her 2006's Arena Tour, you can see her inside a ball, well, not exactly a ball but you know, suspended in the air, it was amazing.

The video above was the first concert I saw from her. It's the opening for Arena Tour 2002. Arena Tour 2002 was oh my gee. It was just amazing. I especially love the opening. And I definitely love A Song For XX. I honestly just love all her performances! I can't possibly say one by one but if you really want to know why I love Ayumi. You should just check out her Countdown 2006-2007 concert because it comprises of stage settings from her previous concert but renewed. It's also called Best of Countdown Live. So yeah. And, and she sang one of my favourite song No Way To Say in the countdown, and her stage settings + costume were awesome. She had this dress which was probably 19 feet wide! And one more thing, at the end of every concert, all her audience will keep quiet where she will say "Thank you!" without her microphone, it's one of her trademarks AND believe me, you can hear her.

So it's been my wish since a few-few years ago to watch her live. She's one and still is one of my idols. (:

till then

- w a i

listen.

Good morning! (: Am I the only people tired of hearing Boys Before Flowers news? Lol. I haven't watch their special one-hour video and I want to but I don't know why I just won't bring myself to watch it. Haha. Maybe all this busy-ness limits things that I watch. Haha. Anyway, a few days ago, I read an update about Blue Spring's member disappearance. And my first initial reaction "Not another suicide." He's seriously talented and that update really had shown how difficult it is to survive in an industry.

They are many under rated artist here and there in Korea, whether it's actors / actresses or singers / bands. But who am I to say something? Even, over here in Brunei, I know they are SOME cool and talented singer here and there but can they really make it big here? Or can people really have a some sense of acceptance for them? Oh! I think I went over the line here. Anyway~ Enough of that, I'm glad they found Joon Seo. He's going through a tough time and I think people bashing him will seriously NOT help.

Who else think this photo shoot was cute? I went squeeee when I saw the pictures. (: Haha. I adore what Kyu is wearing! And I'm loving Eunhyuk's hair more! Super Junior is just too cute for words actually. Oh yes, I forgot, if you notice on the right side of this blog, there is something new over there. Haha, yes, I finally have twitter. I've been wanting to do one since ages ago but I thought what's the point of having it if I can't update it on the go. And now that I can, I instantly sign up for it! :D So, if you see this zero updates from this blog, look out on the right side, Insya-Allah, I'll update there frequently. :D

Last but not least. My number one favourite boy, apart from my dad and brother;

And, and yesterday was my brother's 11th birthday!

Happy Birthday dear brother!

I love you and nothing will change that fact. And I know sometimes I'm pretty much is an annoying sister but you endure it and still do what I say and listen to what I say. And for that, you are my one in a million brother. I love you! *hearts!!

till then

w a i

i'm your boss, not a guinea pig.

Joon-아 , why so cute? Haha. Who would ever thought Kim Joon would look good together with Ji Yun? I have a new pairing to ship, Lol! They look cute! Alright! Hello blog! And good morning. (: I don't really have anything much to say which explains why this post may be short. Lol.

I've been an avid watcher of CSI : NY. And that scenes above ^ has been my favorite from Season 5 along with the "Plastic Doll" situation between Lindsay and Flack! Yes, I've been a huge fan of the Monroe & Messer pairing! And, I was devastated during Season 4, yes, yes, the cheating agenda. And I really didn't like the way Danny handled the situation with Lindsay, he was being a jack-a**. I really hated those parts. Haha, alright, enough of CSI: NY.

Starting from this Monday, everyone's gonna be busy, yes, us people. I hope I'm gonna be alright. Amin.

till then

w a i

oh please let our wish come true.

Another day had passed. Lol. I had a great time yesterday with Lina and Fifie. (: Finally had the chance to go out with two of my favourite girls. Hehe. We spent the whole day going to various places, asking people, looking at things. But we finally made our decision. The first thing we saw, right girls? I'm picking that one no matter what happens! Lol. Anyway, we also got to watch Wolverine yesterday.

It was alright. Yeah, it was alright, enjoyable and definitely has good action into it! I'm planning on watching Sniper next. Haha. I can't wait to watch Harry Potter though. I'm like trying to hold in my desire to watch that movie.

Oh, and that ^ amount of food is for 3 people, but keep in mind, we had another different lunch before we proceed to eat at Jollibee. Haha. The hunger, the temptation~ Haha! Anyway, I've been watching a lot of Kyuhyun's cuts lately and I'm loving the ones from Intimate Note's second episode. He's such a joker + impudent magnae which I LOVE. He's such a loveable cute innocent brat (brat in a good way though).

Alright. I have plenty of chores to do today. And I'm actually excited. Hehe! Alright.

till then

- w a i

one chore done!

Good morning. :) Finally, one chore done and I'm GLAD! I'm currently waiting for 남자이야기 to finish loading. I've been wanting to watch it since it first aired but I didn't have the time to download so yes. I have a lot of stuff that I plan on doing. And, I really think if I were to list them concrete-ly, it will be over 3 pages. Haha.

Anyway, I think, everyone have this certain 'image' that they developed for a person. When I say a person, everyone. I mean, we have a certain image which we created from what other people say about the person. And, it makes me wonder, what 'image' do people have about me. I am actually very curious. Haha. I used to think people would think of me as arrogant, average and plain but is there more things into it? And I do believe people have this certain image they have of me. :) Haha.

Alright. Enough of that. I really need to type in something purposeful. Lol. Anyway, I've been real busy for the past months that I never had the time to go online on MSN, not even once. And, due to that reason, I had minimal communication with the bff;s and my e-mail was piling up. I tried reading them, but find myself uploading stuff on e-mail and forwarding them to team mates and then forget that I actually have 50+ other mails that needs to be read. And, it accumulated to 190+ mails yesterday, so I 'tried' to check one by one but ended giving up half way through the mails. Lol. I really need to have a greater sense of endurance. :)

I've been collecting and reviewing pictures which I will print some time later, and whenever I was searching for 정의철's picture, I tend to find more pictures of him with 임주환. Hehe, and they've been starring in a few dramas or movies together. Then, I finally found out, they were actually in the same modeling agency. :D Which is cute!

till then

w a i

kau dan aku, adalah satu. :)

Hello. And good morning! :) Oh my gosh. It's been a while since I've been here. Haha. But here I am, finally back from my un-announced hiatus. I guess (and hope) I'll be posting and updating more. Insya-Allah. Anyway, how's life for me? Well, it's been alright. I've been trying to catch up with time, yes, time. Time is really going fast, yes? It's already May. And, it seems like yesterday was still January. Haha.

I think I lost my touch on blogging. Haha, I don't know what to talk about anymore. Well, my life is almost like a routine. I know what I would be doing at a time. I mean, I know, every Monday till Thursday, I try to watch Merah Puteh on TV3 around 4.30pm. Haha, yes, I do watch Malay dramas. Well, not much but I decided to watch Merah Puteh due to the com-e-dy in it. *giggles. I can laugh like mad when I watch it, it's funny but at the same time enjoyable. And since the actors and actresses are somewhat new, that makes it a plus.

And, I usually watch ASTRO AEC at 2.30pm, and this drama is definitely 'the' medicine for laughter. Even, mum thinks it's funnyy. And then, usually at 7 or 6.30, I'll watch The Biggest Loser. I love the black team to death! Haha. And, I don't know why. Well, you get the hint, my life is a routine. I don't know if I like it but I don't think it's gonna change easily. I want to try new things. I dooooo. Haha. But you know, the one thing which is realllyyyy on my mind right now, is my list of dramas to watch. It's sooo long. And I really do think I should finish those list. Haha!

Alright, I'll update more later, insya-Allah. :)

till then.

- w a i.