fearing the future, it's not an option.

Even in my age now, I'm the same as before

As timid as before

I only learn how to pretend to be strong.

~ No way to say - Ayumi Hamasaki.

(Translation by masa)

I'm currently listening to Ayumi Hamasaki's ~A Complete~. I'm feeling a bit nostalgic about it. I remember how much her song helped me through my teenage years. I think most of Ayu's song is almost like a soundtrack to me. It's like that one song which I hold onto and will never let go. I can listen to it over and over again and never get bored of it. Ah, I'm feeling a bit sentimental about this. I love her song to bits. I still love her and her songs. What I love so much about her song is that, it's real. You feel the same way, it's not fake. It's also very introspective and artistic.

My favourite is No way to say but then I actually love every single song she had produced and released. I may sound bias here, but I love her songs. It's deep, it hits the heart. I can actually cry when I listen to her albums. And whenever she performs, I just can't help but admire her. She always does her best and it's just lovely. I think I tend to talk about Ayu frequently. I just think, personally, she's one of the best entertainer/singer/songwriter who I have seen. She's true, never fake and always does her best in everything.

I think I've said this once in my blog, but If I were given a chance to attend anyone's concert, I would pick Ayumi's. The first time I saw her concert, I was blown away. It was almost like it's the best concert I've seen ever. It's entertaining filled with heart-felt performances which is always warm to the heart. The performances are always packed with surprises so you can't really help but enjoy the whole concert altogether. I wish I went to one of her tours. I mean like, seriously. Haha. There's a couple other concerts I would like to go to, but I'll post that out some other time.

till then

- w a i

and i re-strike and re-write the words.

Ah, blog. Hello. Haha. I wanted to post my re-caps of 2009 a few days ago but once again, I was distracted. This time, by Resident Evil 4. Haha. I was watching my brother play and I became so into the game and I kept telling him where or how to go to places, who to kill first, you get the gist, and I am the official puzzle solver in this house. *rightt.

So, before I start off my 'talking about 2010', let me just recap a little bit about my 2009. 2009 was definitely a different year. With so many things going on around me, it was hard to keep track of things. To me, 2009 went very fast, it's like snap-snap, here it is, 2010. I've done so many new things in 2009 and manage to keep half of my 2009 resolutions, so I'm a little bit proud of that. In 2009, I laughed, smiled, cried, got mad, was confused but managed to keep myself up and stable. It was hard but I think it's worth the experience.

I made a few memories in 2009; had to interview some people for an assignment (Know that I'm really bad with socialising), singing in front of the course mates, went to several more football matches and screamed really bad at the referee, laughing my guts out every time the girls and I do our works, watching movies with the girls, continue my Harry Potter time with my brother, my first sticker pictures, ah, there's so many more memories. I can't possibly list them all out. All in all, 2009 was a mixed-feelings type of year and it was one good ride, I think. :) I ended my 2009 with good events.

Haha, anyway, my 2010 so far (which is really just 4 days) was alright and had it's awesome moments. I went out with the family of course and we spent more time together. Haha. And yesterday was awesome and fun. I finally met up 2 of the bff;s. We had an awesome-ly funny time yesterday. We started off the day by having breakfast and trying to update each other with things. The funny thing was, we often go "Wait. There's too much to tell, which one should I tell first, Let me think." and that usually happens to me. Haha. Then, we went to watch Avatar, which is actually pretty enjoyable despite the frequent shocked the sound system gave me , I like the sound track. It's soothing but dramatic.

We went for lunch after the movie and this is when all the chaos, laughter starts; Haha. I love this two girls and it would be more fun-ner and chaotic if Nisah was here too. Let's go out when you're back, okay? :D Haha. Oh, I finally watched Crows Zero today. I know, I'm super late but it's okay. I wanted to watch it since maybe-late-07-or-early-08 and finally watched it this morning, hence the picture above. My verdict? It was a good movie. I mean, I'm always into those type of movies so it's really not a surprise. The only thing I had difficulty was deciding on which side to root for but I realised I don't want or need to do that. I mean, I can like both GPS and Serizawa Army, right?

I was impressed with the final battle and of course, that epic rain scene totally helped. Haha, I like how they had choreograph the fight scenes and how they shoot the scenes, it looked epic. It was awesome, I was literally dropping my jaw for 10 minutes or less. But then, I rarely see this type of scene so who am I to judge it. But I was impressed. Definitely better than some of the fight scenes I see on TV (I'm talking to you BOF. You ruin Baby #5) Yeap. I haven't watch the second movie, I'm planning on doing that tomorrow. Let's hope, I'm not too distracted with Voice. :D

till then

- w a i

Alhamdulillah. :)

cause you were and weren't there. i had 'nuff.

개그콘서트.

Do you know how much I love KBS' Gag Concert? Haha, my family knows that every time the Gag Concert is on, the best things to do is don't bother me. Haha, because during this show, I'll laugh myself out and actually hit someone who's near to me. This show brings laughter ever single time I watch them. I have a few favorite corners which I look forward to. There's 풀옵션, 그냥 내비둬, 초고속 카메라, 나를 술 푸게 하는 세상, 씁쓸한 인생 and of course, 봉숭아 학당.

I first started watching Gag Concert due to 봉숭아 학당, yes, Wang Bi Ho! Some people may hate him for what he says but you can't really deny or oppose to what he says because it's true at some point. What I love about his gag-character is that he's so hateful but you can't really hate him because he's joking about a true thing. Haha. & I still always look forward to his appearance every single time 봉숭아 학당 comes up. There's also a few other characters which I love in the segment, for example; Gonzalez, Heo Kyung Hwan's (!) character and so much more. I actually at some period of time, uses their catchphrase when I feel like it, like; Ara-ara-arata! Haha. & I could actually remember most of their catchphrases.

There's also 씁쓸한 인생, which I absolutely LOVE. And to my surprise 1N2D members did a skit parody of it during the 2009 Entertainment Awards. I went ballistic! Let me tell you, it was 12am, yes, mid-night, and I was literally rolling on the floor laughing about it. So, Every time, this segment comes on, it never fails in making me laugh. And the twins are just cute! I absolutely love this. You don't really need to know Korean to understand this segment, since it's more of a body gag, so it's really a medicine which cause you to laugh. Haha.

I also love 풀옵션, which requires the gag men; 김병만, 정명훈, 류담, 권재관, 김지환 to turn into objects. A week ago, one of them, I think it was Kim Byeong Man into a stroller. I was laughing the entire way. The funny thing is that, after their transformation and transforming into another object, they would actually put on this 'YA! It's hard and you want me to do what now?' Haha. It's just too funny for words! I can actually talk about this segment all day long but I don't really want to bore the readers. Haha.

& I absolutely adore 그냥 내비둬, because it includes two of my favorite comedian Lee Su Geun and Song Byung Chul! My brother knows if this segment is up, it would be better if you are not near me, because I would actually fully yell out "Ya~!!! Why on earth would you do that~?! AHH! CHEESY SUPERRR." Haha, but I would still watch it because it's just too awesome for words!

To be quite honest, I love all the skits in Gag Concert and I can talk about it for hours! But I think this post itself is just already too lengthy. Haha. Gag Concert FOREVER! HAHA.

till then

- w a i

because now i realised all of it

I finished Orthros No Inu a few days ago, I think it was a Saturday and Oh My God. It was good. Like totally good. I cried at the very end. Yes, I actually love the ending. I bawled my eyes out but it was all worthed. I actually bought the series because of one main reason; Baby #1. Haha. But then, when I read the synopsis, I was curious. When I finally watched the first episode I was hooked! I mean, it was so good. I love the contrast both character had.

And who doesn't love Hideaki Takizawa? He was my very first Jdrama character crush. Remember his role in News No Onna? He was cute! Anyway, since he's much older now so of course his acting improved. He was seriously amazing. I love the very part when he persuaded Ryo's character (Ryosuke, commonly known as Aoi-sensei in the series) to help him break out from prison was heart wrenching; it's like you want to believe him but you know he's up to no good. *HA!

I actually love so many parts in the series. I love the part when Ryuzaki (Takki's character) made Aoi choose between some things which is totally against his morale. But in the end it was all for him. Seriously, this series is getting on to me. As I watched the series, I learned about things and by the end of the series we all knew what Ryuzaki's motive were and it was all GOOD.

In other words, I love the series and I so did not regret watching it. And not to forget, the soundtrack is the bomb. I am so much in love with 双頭! I love it every time it comes in a scene. Like seriously. I know this series may not be the best series out there. But it's definitely something. Good acting from both main and supporting actor, good script, good pace development, good story line and of course the awesome reasonss. I LOVE. :D

till then

- w a i

did this made the cut?

I was going through my album in photobucket and realized that I had uploaded this a year ago. But, I'm not sure if, I had uploaded them here in my blog. I'm not sure.

One of my favourite bracelet with the background of something I reallly like. :D

I still have this crystal with me and I'm still wearing them. ;D

HAHA. Can't believe I still have this. Nao Azumi, my character. Yuta Fawada? HAHA. :D The imaginary / perfect guy I wish I know. HAHA. Whhhhaaaat?

till then

w a i n e y









:) stop drifting. stay focus.

ohhh. pictures!

Informations:
Pictures taken on: 060708 - 070708
Camera: Digital VGA camera, Nokia 2760. (:p)
Venue: Pantai Serasa and Purple Room (XD)
Photographer: w a i

Yes. Dear viewers, you are required to ignore the ugly handwriting and drawings, ;P It's what I do during free times. And, please try to not read the wordings, it's a thing I'm working on. :D And yes. I cannot find my camera!!!!!!!!!! And yes. I'm sad to announce TRAX is not in the SM concert. -_________-""""! But, hey! At least there's DBSK and Super Junior! :D

till then

w a i n e y




yes. do ignore the ugly handwriting of mine. lol. i want you superwave.

as i was

As I was doing my usual routine, which was editing my very own vain pictures. I thought of something. LOL. XD. I thought of editing the photography pictures with this one texture that I had download. The texture is quite nice and pretty. Most of all, it was easy to work with, so I gathered up pictures and edit. I don't know what I really think of the outcome but hey, it was worth a try and wow, i never thought i would edit my photography picto. LOL.



Anyways, texture was downloaded from kekoah @ LJ. I use to love this 100 X 100 texture cause I don't really work well with large textures. But, hey! This one was easy to work with. LOL.

till then

w a i

for a while.

Past few days, I took a lot of pictures. Well, my pictures and food. I'm hesitating on whether I should post it up. Food = Hungry. And another reason to why, I DON'T WANNA POST IT UP is pictures was taken by my phone. Quality ain't that great. Will have to edit it. And editting; ah... It just takes up to much time. Blue-tooth-ing and transferring takes a long time to do. What if a sudden 'hang' happen. Saya boleh mental tu... LOL. Anyways, expect some pictures in 2- 3 days. especially those food pictures, which i may or may not post. LOL..

till then

w a i

this ain't a scene.

LOL. Been listening to Fall Out Boy tooooo many times this past few days... Even my sister and brother remember the lyrics now. Not only me. Anyways, this picture was indeed again taken by my phone~~~~~ *saya inda suka.* Okays. stop~ LOL. It was taken when I had went to Jerudong Park for a little jog with my sister. We wanted to go to Bukit Shahbandar, but "people" were there, so we changed our mind and went to Bukit Shahbandar the next day~ XD. Anyways, to the picture!!!!

For me, in my opinion, this was quite okay~

I didn't really know what I was trying to capture though with this~

Ah... This picture, this shoes. LOL. XD XD.

w a i n e y

random

i was being random. lol. xd.

2007.

27th August. Change my life. LOL.

Being over dramatic for a moment.