Happy 200th.

I officially, have a love-hate relationship with sports. HAHA. I hate sprints pasal my tudong went off. FREEEEAK. Saya tidak suka. I mean it. Next time, I'll walk. Forget running. I'll walk. FOR REALLLL. I AIN'T KIDDING. Being emotional ku ne. :'( I don't like extension jua. My left hand senang dislocated. Not gggoooddd. Not gooood. Next week's Pendidikan Jasmani pasal apa? I wasn't listening tadi. :S I went off to my bag to drink plain water. Yeah.

Anywaaaaaays. Enough of that embarassing moment. LOL. I need foood. Oh, I checked my height and weight today. Turns out my weight is acceptable in Every girls' life guide book. HAHA. So, I no need to worry. (What's happening to my english~?) LOL. I need foooood. Serious. Mum's downstairs at the moment, so everything's goood. I want someone to accompany me eat. That's why. And, later we'll be going to my grand's house for this Tahlil. I'm tired but I'll go. :S I'm tired as hell berabis ne. I do not love PJ. But I don't hate it berabis jua. :(

Credits: 스타라이트 @ bestiz, winkme & tinkerbellola @ SHINee Forums

SHINee. :D :D I love their first album. Especially The SHINee World (doo-bop), I love the part when Minho rapped 'Bling-Bling Jonghyun, (I assume) Magnae Taemin, Our Leader Onew, Our man's Key, Charisma Minho, My name is MINHO!' and I love the falsetto part. I also like 사랑의 길 andd 산소 같은 너. :D Good album but not too great though. Can you believe, three of them are younger than me? My favourite (Minho) can even call me Noona, but nahh, a months apart can be count as same year. HAHAH, righhtt~

credits: bestiz

2PM, the JYP group. Personally I like 2AM better but hey, their song is catchy, but too pervy for me. :S LOL. I mean, come on, some of them are like still young and yeah. I'm not sure if I got this right cause I memorised this overnight, L-R, Nickhun, Chansung, Jaebum, Taekyeon, Junsu, Junho, Wooyoung. Correct me if I'm wrong. But, I pretty sure, I like Junho and Wooyoung. Their song, 10, perfect 10 is catchy but yeah, as I had stated earlier, kinda pervy. :S

credits: zcandyflossz@soompi + daum cafe

F.T. Island. Whoaaa. I lovee Jaejin's hair here. Shows that he matured. Minhwan pun. He look awesome. My favourite, Won Bin, looks quite okayy, I wished he cut them shorter though. Hong Ki looks good as usual and yeah, Jonghun, is awesome. :D Their latest album issssss real good. Seriously. I love 사랑후애 and 그대는 사랑입니다. :D :D

And, Younha. Her second album is too awesome for words. I especially like 기억 (feat.타블로 Tablo). Especially Tablo's part and, my favourite has to be Hero. Someday is awesome tooo. I think most of the song in her album are seriously coooooooool. But, I kinda feel 텔레파시 is like Password 486. But hey! The album is still good.


And lastly. I'm dedicating this post to a very very very important person in my life. And I'm not kidding.

My dad. :D

Happy birthday Bah! It's 30th August and yes, It's babah's day! My dad is the person I hold onto. The person I hang onto. The person I tell all my problems to. My dad is the person who knows I'm in a not good mood just by looking at me. That's what I love about Babah. Babah knows when Adik inda happy. :D Babah has been there for me all along and Babah was the one that gave me encouragement in everything I do.

Babah's my pamperer. He makes sure everything's alright in my life. For that, I am grateful. When ever I'm dissapointed in myself, babah will be there saying all of the good things, reminding me that I always make him proud. Letting me know, that he will be proud in everything I achieve. Babah is the person who go grocery shopping with me when mum's busy. Babah always take care of my health. Bah, no words can express how much I am thankful for babah. Babah will always be my idol, the person I look up to, the person I root for and the person I adore. Bah, I love you and we all love you! :D

Happy Birthday, bah!!!

till then

w a i n e y









were you smiling? cause if you were, sorry, i didn't see. i never mentioned this before but contact lenses makes my vision blurry.

directorrr!

So, It's been 1 year and 1 day. LOL, being in UBD. Inda terasa la. HAHA. What am I saying? So, we had our very first official Seni Kreatif lecture this morning. And a few minutes arriving at Uni, Lina informed me of something. We were suppose to wear Trousers which made went 'Oh yeah! I'm suppose to wear Seluar not Baju Kurung. :S Ahh. Neverminnnd.' HAHA. Yess, we were suppose to wear trousers but then I was wearing Baju Kurung. I was kinda rushing this morning plus, we had a black out since dawn. HAHA.

So yeah, Seni Kreatif's lecture was okay. And we headed off for Science right after that. Week 4's practical! Senses organ. :S I went excited with the tuning fork or whatever it is. But, I became a victim too. HAHA. I had to sit on the chair and get turn by Lina and Fifi, my practical mates. :S Surprisingly, my walk was weirdly not expected. HAHA. Whaat? Ask Lina and Fifi, they'd tell you. Oh yeah, we haven't discuss about our Infectious Disease. Soon, I guess. We have to get ready. Too many works to do at the moment.

And we're having our Pendidikan Jasmani's test this SATURDAY. HHEEEEEEEELPPPP! Let's just hope I'll get through this. The test is on 12 noon. No time for lunch. Not goood. I wantt lunch. HAHA. It's okay, I'm going home at 2 so yeahh. No problemo. Oh yeah, we had another Malay practise after Science today. LOL. It went hilariously well. Si director banyak menyampuk. HAHA. I kept on saying "Time-Out! So, what if Si Affandi goes ....." yeahhh, too much talking by the director. Kesian the actors, actresses and the narrator. :D But, I still love all of you. XP

And we have early meeting on Saturday, I need to remember that. I so need more rest. Been thinking about toooo many things nowadays.

credits: cafe.daum.net/leeseungki

I love this two boys tooo. :D

till then

w a i n e y






:) :) should i give hints still?

whaaaaaaaaaaaaat?

I'm tired. Can you see? No, you can't. LOL. So, we had practise for Malay around 10 this morning. I was kinda hyper cause I ate tonnes of breakfast earlier. :D HAHA. Random reason. Then we had practice for like 10 minutes and were interrupted by this "Are you having class here?" LOL. We had to change location. First choice was CLT but we found out the room was fully used. Then we thought why not check around Issues and Trend area, turns out fully used too. Then, went up to first floor, puuuuun fully used, so we headed off to our last choice. The room next to Mathematics. Thankfully, it was zero.

So, continued practice. :D It went pretty well. Our actors and actresses did super well. I'm not kidding. What's my part in this play? HAHA. You will never guess what it is. I get the role that I was afraid off. :S Director. HAHA. What in the worrrld. Well, there's advantage holding this role but then toooo much burden. XP And, we have class tomorrow, plus practice. We have Seni Kreatif at 8-10am then Science at 10-12 noon annnd practice at 12-2pm. Sorry mates, can't go home later than 2pm on Thursday.

I've been reading articles about Lee Yong Dae looking like Seung Gi, LOL. My first reaction was "Serious?" I've watched him play since last year and I saw several resemblance actually but was very surprised that people only start mentioning about it now. His gold medal earn him tonnes of attention, yes? LOL. You know, something's bothering me this days. Minho. LOL. I mean, he's all cool and all but he reminds me of someone, but I can't remember who. :S I guess my brain isn't cooperating well with me now. :S

till then

w a i n e y








cause it's hard trying to have hopes and stop having hopes at the same time.

babyy! :D

Haru Haru part 2 is out. ASLAKDDFJASDJHAEBWNBVDCAKIE. Can I watch this all night long? :D :D I love part 2 as much as I love part 1! We get more close up of the boys in part 2 though! :D They all look sooooo gooood. I particularly love T.O.P's close ups. XD Seriously I dooo! Someone stop me from watching the MV. :S But yes. I'm still watching.

The opening is cute! LOL. GD with hand on his head, that image is just omg. I love T.O.P's close up here! :D I love this scene where they just sit and sing. Lawaaaaaa. God, I love the beat in this song. Ohhh, Maknaee! LOL. He looks more manlier than ever. The shower scene. I feel your pain, GD, I feel your pain. Dae Sung look damn fine in the hat! Benarrr. You know what, I love this song so muccch. I love the rapping by GD and T.O.P. Surprisingly, I don't hate Tae Yang's crown now. HAHA. I think they look cute on him! :D He looks so hot with that band aid! Tae Yang I mean. I love this versionnn eh. LOL. Love the group shot so full yet lawa.

You know, it would be sooooo cool if I can write a whole paragraph easily like what I did while watching the MV. HAHA. Get what I mean? No? Never mind. And, next upp, SHINee's new music videoo. :D Babiess number 120389712.

Ohhh. Chairss. :D Oh, I love the step. Beatnya lawa with the steps. Jong Hyun! :D OOOOHHH, Onew!! Leaderr. Keyyy!!! He's wearing pink? XD Chicken Noodle danceee!?! Waveee. HAHA. Taemin's hair look so much better now. HHAHA. Minho punya outfit lawaaa, the blue is beautiful. OMG. Taemin's solo part, his voice is nicee. Glad I could here moree. I love the outfittts! Minho looks tall in hereee. His long legs show! HAHA. XP Key look much stronger here with his emphasisation. Minho's rappp!!!! :D I LOVEEEEE. The one reason why I like Minho, pasal his rapping!

HAHA. I;m done. I think I watched enough videos already. I'm tired. And I have class tomorrow at 11-12 and 3-4pm. Ahhh. And we have Malay Practise on Wednesday. I'm tired. And then we have Seni Kreatif and Science practical on Thursday. I'm just soo tired at the moment. :S Someoneee, give me more energy. HAHA.

till then

w a i n e y












i should just stop hoping. right?

videos. files. omg. download.

I've been downloading a lot of files this past few days, Not good. LOL. And still currently downloading a file at the moment. Yeah, a badminton video file which takes around 2 hours, 46 minutes to download. And it's the 5th batch. :D 2 more hours and I'm done downloading files, NOT. I'm planning on downloading a couple of HQ files after this. :S And I'll be waiting for Haru Haru Part 2 tomorrowww~ :D Music Video come to me!

Okay, I need to stop talking about this stuff. :D I know I wanted to update this morning but I forgot what I wanted to say. :S Oh yeah, I rarely go on MSN nowadays. Apologies to the BFF;s especially since MSN is one of the many ways we use to communicate. Yes. I rarely goes on MSN. Why? My interest in MSN was never there to begin with. LOL. And I'm practically tooooo busy to go sign in my account. I bet my In-Box is filled with gizzzzzilionssss mail which I particularly do not like. Oh, I should check. Told you. 67 New Messages. Aiii. Now start the process of deleting mails. Wait. I need to extract some files off from winrar first. LOL. I have so many things to dooo. Righttt.

You should be doing your load of assignments, wai. Not this. LOL. XD Ahhhhhhh. And, I wanna change my layout again. I've been searching for the the right one a few days ago but then my "eh-nanti-tah-saja-cari" mood came. And. Now I regret not saving my previous layout's codes. I love the wonders spill one and I lost them codess. But I think i still have the image that I edit. LOL. I'll just stick to this layout for now. I'll re-write some of the codes soon. :S

Oh, before I forgot, i was nominated for, erm, Let me see.

Rules:

The winner may put the logo on his/her blog.

Put a link to a person you got the award from.

Nominate 6 blogs. Put links to the blogs.

Leave a message for your nominees.

So, yeah. For this creative blogger thingy. I don't really consider myself as a creative blogger though. I blog in a simple way and too much rant is going on inside my blog. :S HAHA. But, yes. Thank you to Nisa for nominating me.

I'm not sure if I would nominate anyone cause all of the blogs that I have linked is creative in their own ways. And I linked more than 6 people in my blog. So. I'm not gonna do any favours but I'll say, all of the people I've linked are creative and they deserve the nominations too. ;) Okay? So, yeahh, I ain't gonna specifically nominate someone. :P

till then

w a i n e y












:) :) but feelings gradually comes to afraid. afraid of hurting you.

ajdlahdiasdkajdia

And hello! :D HAHA. No, I'm not trying to be cute or whatsoever. So, today's 23rd of August 2008. We have 3 lectures but end up having 2 today cause one of the lecture was cancelled due to some situation. This week has been pretty hectic for me. Monday was hectic cause, wait, what did I do on monday? ROTFL. I forgot. Tuesday was not really hectic but was more of a "I'm sleepy" day. HAHA. And wednesday was hectic still for me eventhough I didn't have any class. I had to clean up my room, did some chores and then download some songs and then, yeah, I practically did everything I wanted on that day.

Thursday was tiring cause me and my group mates including two of the SF;s had to do two assignments in a row. The Practical Week 2 works on Cell and the Digestive Narrative Story assignment. Thankfully we managed to finish the work even though we were laughing our self of because of various things. LOL. We had this conversation and this just proves how much of a kid I still am. Bare in mind, we were on the process of making choice of what food we should use in our narrative story. LOL. XD

"I am cereal! I am made from Honey Star and Dairy Milk!! When people eat me, they go 'Ching Ching Ching', They go shining!!!!!!! *shows star sign*~"

HAHA. And my group mate, specifically Lina and Fifi laughed. LOL. I know, I was being annoying with my ching ching ching ching. :D But you knoowww, Star shineee. HAHA. I was being super random at that moment cause I didn't have any ideas on what to write. I symphatised my group mates, cause they had to experience and listen to me babbling about some silly stuff. I went over kiddy during the discussion cause we had to do the kids' story stuff. So yeah. LOL. I was just stressed at that moment, scared that we wouldn't finish on time, but we did. Horay to my group mates!

Okay. I can't wait for Love Marriage to air on KBSWorld. One of my favourite actor is in it. Park Ki-Woong, the actor in My Tutor Friend II, Someone Behind You, Drama City and Love Hunt Thirty Minus. He's getting much cuter. I love his work! :D I can't wait to see more and Love Marriage is definitely a good way to get me to watch him. LOL. whatamisaying?

:D :D I'm ending my post here. I wanna grab some more foooood!


till then

w a i n e y












yes. a wave is enough. :)

i loveeee my sister. :D

So, today is 22nd of August. :D And, guess who's birthday is it?? :D :D Who other than, my very own, older sister! :D Should I mention what age Along's turning into today? Hehe. Still young la Long! No worries. 23 isn't a bad age. So yes, this post is especially dedicated to my sister. :D

Long, Happy Birthday!! Do, nooo, PLEASE, enjoy your birthday! Rest from work. Seriously.

Anyway, Happy Birthday Long! You know we love youu! You're the bestest sister that I can ever hope for and Thank you for being there for me always. And I know, being the eldest in the siblings means having a lot of responsibility and burden, but know that, every time you need someone to talk to, someone to cry on to, I'll be here. No worries, your little sister will have a lot of good things to say because I LOVE YOU! :D LOL. XD XD Longg! No matter what happens, you will always be the greatest sister in the history of the whole wide world! :D Thank you for being the person I can hold on to! You're one in a million! :D

I LOVE YOU, LONG!

There, I'll post another post tomorrow, I think? :D

till then

w a i n e y










superwave me on saturday? :) :)

superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr digestion!

I've been wanting to update my blog like a few days ago but I was just too tired. Plus, I've been dealing with sick-ness lately. Yes, I have a cold. And I still have them. So yes, better stay extra away from me. :s //stop post.//

NO. I'm sad. I'm crying. I can't continue this post, seriously. :'( NO. This isn't happening. This is not real! Please, someone, tell me this isn't true. Someone! Seriously. I'm crying. I'm sad. I adore him so much. :S Seriously, I was just thinking about him yesterday, and I can't believe this news. He's one of my favourite actor. I adore him a lot. And I'm not kidding! Lee Eon, model turned actor. No. I'm in serious denial. :'( NO... I can not accept. :'( I was looking forward to more of his work! Ughh. I can't believe this. Lee Eon, actor who acted in Coffee Prince and Strongest Chilwoo passed away early this morning. :'( This seems so surreal. I can't believe this is happening. My mood change all of the sudden. I need a 30-mins break. :'(

Okay. I'm all better now. I guess. May he rest in peace and my thoughts and prayer are with his families, friends and fans. I need to stop crying. I'll accept this news soon. I'll process it to my mind soon. It's just too shocking that;s why I went so emotional. I'm gonna miss him. A lot. I considered him, one of the best actors and now he's. :'( I'm sorry for being so emotional like this but yeah. I can't help but feel sad. I know, I don't personally know him but I adore him so much as an actor and I can't help but get that shock-tingling-sad-waste-pity-sympathy-feeling. .....

Okay. Let me regain myself. Okay. Let me start over. So, yeah, I have a cold at the moment and my voice is getting weirder not better. Been trying to stop my voice from going away but no. It's still hoarse. Yeah. And, yeah, most of the day, I've. ... You know what. I'll stop the post here and I'll get a break. I'll resume it like around 2.00pm or so. It's 1.39pm at the moment, and I'm still greatly in shock.

Okay. I felt much better after talking about it with mum. Yeah. I needed to talk about it. :D I'll explain why I need to talk about this with mum.

Anyways, I've been tagged. :D By, Nisa. Thanks again by the way, about this 15 weird things. I'm not sure if I can do 15 but I'll try.

3 golden rules :

- State 15 weird things / habits / little known facts about yourself.
- The people I tag are then to follow my foot steps and write their own 15 weird things/habits and little known facts.
- No tag back.

1- I get attached with celebrity easily. Look upwards, ^. Yes. If something happen to one of my favourite celebrity, I get extremely emotional.
2- I tend to spend time thinking while listening to songs. When I hear songs, I think easily.
3- I have favourites for things. I have favourite chocolate, favourite pillow, favourite blanket. Yeah. You get the point.
4- When I like something, I like it for a long time. Yeah, I do.
5- I tend to watch many moviess in a day. It's a routine. If I don't watch a movie, I feel weird.
6- Blogspot wasn't my first blog. LOL. XD XD
7- I hate both open and closed spaces. Especially a building like the museum or a building that have high ceiling.
8- I sleep better with my media player on. :D
9- During a presentation, I like to lipat my sleeve. XD
10- I cry easily while watching movies or drama but I don't cry much in real life. LOL.
11- I can write a 2000 words essay on DBSK. HAHA.
12- I like watching concerts. Concerts can make me feel really hyper with all the beats and chereography around.
13- I can act as if I like the person eventhough I hate them.
14- People backstabbed me easily and they don't think I know that they are currently backstabbing me. LOL.
15- I always make things complicated. I always talk in complicated manners making people go "Huh?".


LOL. There. 15 Habits or random whatever. I'm tagging no one. I;m just tired and I'm still in a state of disbelief. I'll update with a more cheerful tone next time.

till then

w a i n e y









i like tuesday's 3:46pm, and i like today too. :) :) i'll be waving moooooore.

4 MORE HOURRSSSSSSS?

Yes. Please and yes, you are required to ignore the title. *Not.* Currently downloading a 260 megabyte file, please connection, don't fail on me now. I will always love you. Even if you lag. HAHA. And, I'm serious. :S. Enough about files. I haven't talk about the Olympics here, right? Yess. Belum saya membual. :P

The only thing I'm paying attention to for the Olympics is Badminton. Yes. You read it right, Badminton, just in case if you didn't know. The whole family is into badminton here. And, I consider dad as a badminton player, well, maybe not professional but dad can play well. :D And it went down to my sister and who other than? This person writing this blog. LOL. I'm kidding. I can't really play badminton well. I'm just average. But what I know is, If you were to ask me what sports I like, I'll just say Badminton. :D

How did I start liking or loving badminton? Well, I saw dad playing badminton when I was real young, I think 5-6 years old and dad taught me how to play, that's when I started liking badminton. Dad and mum pampers us with badminton. Like, when we were young, we used to go to the court twice a week to play badminton with dad. :D We still do but not frequently, nowadays it's more of twice a month.

Then, I remembered watching the live action of players playing badminton during a SEA Games held on 1999, I was 8 at that time. Very young indeed. At that time, I used to adore Peter Gade, yeah, I adored him and liked him as a player. But now, it changes, really. LOL. XD XD. And I have specific people that I like and support. Like, for the men's double, my favourite is Cai Yun and Fu Hai Feng. Where as men's single, I like Bao Chun Lai. Mixed doubles, erm, I kinda have mixed feelings about it at the moment, I like Lee Young Dae's team but I also like Lilyana Natsir and Nova Widianto pair. As for the women's double and women's single, It always depend on the situation. I usually change my support because the women are allll goood. Go Women! :D

Argh. I'm tiredd. And, I need to rest. Tomorrow's time table is stunning-ly cute. Right. -__-" I have Science Lecture at 9am, then Malay Lecture at 10am, then, I have I & T tutorial at 3pm. I need to bring laptop. Needs to charge the battery so that I can watch videos during lunch. HAHA. :D :D I don't feel like eating lunch tomorrrow. :S

till then


w a i n e y













i'll make a move. if you don't respond. ogteli. and i'm serious.

I'M TIREEEDDDDDDDDDD.

I'M TIRED AND IT'S FOR REALLLLLL. HHAHAH. Excuse the caps. I am way tireddddddddddd at this veryyyy moment. Yes. We had our very first, okay~ Was it lecture or tutorial? LOL. Anywayy, we had our very first Pendidikan Jasmani Class and it was T__T! It was tiring. Running for two minutes is a pain. I CAN NOT, I reeepeat, CAN NOT RUN CONTINOUSLY. HAHA. If I can run, yes, I can, running out of the class, yes. For sure. -____-"

And yes, everytime we had to do something, I went "Sorry, I can't do that." I mean, NOOO. I CAN'T DO PUSH UP NOR SIT UP NOT GETTING UP NOR YES EVERYTTTHING. HAHA. Yes, I'm in my emotional moment at the moment. But, yes, I will try my best next week. I hope. HAHA. And yes, there's been some changes in my time table. Next week, Lecture/Tutorial for Pendidikan Jasmani will start at 12 noon rather than 2pm. And then, eh, I've typed about malay already so I don't need to mention that.

And, we've been given guidelines for our upcoming assignmentS. Yes, notice the plural S. We have tonnes of assignments to be done. Essays, Presentation, Food, Routine, Practical, Drama, Drama, Music. UGH. I'm stress already and that's not good. I need to keep up my pace. Still need to adjust life to the new courses taken. LOL. XD XD. I sound so weird. HAHA. Whhhy? I seriously need to stop nagging. Oh, btw. My sore throat is back. Au. Weird. I think, I caught them off from Syahmi. And, my voice gets weird when I try talking after shutting my mouth for like 10 minutes or so.

8 minutes to go. Yes, I'm currently doing a countdown. I need to watch Big Bang's Music Core's Comeback. :D :D Yeah, I'm still currently liking Haru Haru. It's explains how I feel sooo much. And, yes, I get very very emotional when I listen to Haru Haru. Anyhow, when I went home, I was emotionally and physically drained. (LOL. Serious sounding much) And, the first thing I did was opened up my livejournal account and there it was. :D

One of my favourite boys in the world. :D

And the group I LOVE/TREASURE/ADORE/LIKE/PROUD of. DBSK. :D

credits : as tagged.

I LOVE YOU BOYS.

till then

w a i n e y







but i still like you too. :) keep on waving, i'll smile too.

i loveee this

Oh yes. I LOVE THIS PART! I've been looking forward to when Lee Ha Na's character tells on her revenge. So sweet feeling like. :D Weird much?



:D And, I stop here. LOL. XD

till then

w a i n e y










let's superwave more. shall we?

everything's related.

I was watching Coffee Prince yesterday, via RTB2. And this conversation strucked me.

Eun Chan: “In the beginning, I never thought you’d like someone like me. It seemed like you liked Yu Ju. She’s so beautiful that I can’t compare with her, so I thought I was better off being seen as a man. When I asked how you would feel if I were a woman, you said you weren’t going to date around anymore, that you’d marry a nice woman from a nice background, someone your grandmother and mother approved of. I’m not womanly or pretty, but if we were sworn brothers, I could be with you all the time. When we goofed around, and you treated me so well… I liked it so much I couldn’t tell you the truth.”

Han Gyul: “I really hate this. Why am I always betrayed by loved ones? Why didn’t my father tell me about my birth mother? Why couldn’t you tell me the truth? I thought about it so much my head felt like it would burst — it was because you couldn’t trust me. My father and you both. And I loved you so much. But you couldn’t trust me.”

Eun Chan: “It’s not that I couldn’t trust you, I couldn’t trust myself.”

courtesy of dramabeans.com

My closest friends will know what I mean by this but I'm not sure. No, it's not about homosexuality since Coffee Prince is kinda about that and it's not about lying too, it's something beyond what was said by the character. Especially parts that I have highlighted and true, it resembles so much. :) But in the case of 'I never thought you’d like someone like me.', I still feel you don't and never will. No worries. It's complicated so that would be one of the reason why you don't understand.


till then

w a i n e y









it's true, i don't trust myself, and i don't know how you're feeling makes it more hard. superwave?

fine. i'll stop.

Recently, I've beeeeen feeling down because of, erm, how do I explain? Ahh, I felt down cause I was feeling a sudden rush of emotions. No. Nothing serious. Just a sudden rush of emotions like this type of emotions 'sh*tineedtodotonnesofassignmentsand-iaintreadycausemybrainisstillonbreakhowonearthcanidothisstuffwheniain't-readyandomgineedmyreallifebackicantstayonthenetforhoursandohnoeswe-aregonnabehavingexamsinlikeindabatahlagigilaaai'mstress.'

Yes. Basically, my brain went on turning mode and then tried to dissolve everything in but it didn't work out to well, she needs some rest still. Cause it was all too much to take in seriously. Yeah. I wanted to do my best this semester but urgh, splur of the moment. I JUST NEED REST. But thankfully all the friends did a good job in letting me feel happy and their jokes are seriously one of a kind. And yes, when PJ comes we need to do a 'One more time' dance, yeah? HAHA.

So, no worries, I'll get used to this new semester soon. :D And now, I leave you with some photo. XD

till then

w a i n e y










yes. we superwaved, we talked but i felt like, it's not the same anymore. is it just me? or you feel it too?

it's happening.

네 옆에 있는 그 사람이 뭔지 혹시 널 울리진 않는지

그대 내가 보이긴 하는지 벌써 싹 다 잊었는지

걱정돼 다가가기조차 말을 걸 수 조차 없어 애태우고

나 홀로 긴 밤을 지새우죠 수백번 지워내죠

차라리 만나지 않았더라면 덜 아플텐데

Credits to 파란, vip room @ BBVIPZ

T_T.

Someone.



w a i









yes. i want you to superwave me. please. i can't handle another day like what happened on saturday and today.

09-08-08

Saturday, 09-08-08, 5:34pm.

How am I feeling? Not good. Reason? I'm tired and someone inda superwave. Anyways. My mood inda lawa since yesterday till this morning cause I felt something. Something weird and it's just too weird to explain. Even I don't understand that feeling so I can't really explain. I think that plain weird feeling evolve from watching BB's new video. Emotional jua saya tu.

But, Thankfully, my mood change to a totally new mood when we had our first lecture this morning. Cause I was hyper when I met my friends. :D Yes. I love them much. Plus, my friends aren't lame. And, lunch made me more hyper. I know. I know. Lunch always make me hyper. Sometimes.

Our first lecture for Pendidikan Jasmani was hard. It was hot. The temperature was hot and we had to sit on the floor with Baju Kurung on. :S My mood ain't good, I can't continue.

till then

w a i n e y























i didn't mean to not superwave or supersmile to you but i kinda wish you'd take the risk. i don't know. w/o the superwave, i'm not hyper anymore. this is when kinder bueno comes in handy. :) yes. i wish i can post all the things i want to say but.

Oh myyyyyyyyyyyy.

I can't stop watching this and I can't stop listening to the Mini Album. O.O!

Why. Hello! LOL. Let's begin the proper post, shall we? Yes. Today is 08-08-08. :D Been looking forward to this date because of two reasons. One - The Olympics and Two - Big Bang's Mini Album. And as you can see, I'm already hooked on Big Bang's mini album!

I especially love 하루하루. Just because of the melody and of course the Music Video played a big part. And. I love their concept! And, I'm not kidddddding. This is for real. I like the concept. T.O.P looks good as always. Yes, fyi, I like T.O.P, yes. Choi Seung Hyun. :D LOL. I adore him since the day I saw him in a shopping cart. HAHA. That didn't sound riggght. But hey. Ji Yong was looking awesome jua in the music video. Someone stop me from watching the music video. AHHHHH. And, and I love the part when Magnae & Dae-Sung was at the door looking out for Ji Yong. :') And yes, Tae Yang, I can't get enough of you. HAHA.

OKAY! Back to reality world. So, I think we finally sort out all of our time table slots and such. And, YAY. I'm free on wednesday. For the first time in my life, I finally have a one-day-no-class-to-go-to day. HAHAH. And, when I found out I don't have any classes on Wednesday, I went 'Oh yeeeeeeeeeeah.' XD. What else? Well, one thing for sure is that my Monday is definitely full. I have class from 9-10 then 10-12 and then free for I don't know how many hours and then have another tutorial at 3-4pm. The only choice we had. :S I certainly did not want any late afternoon tutorials but yeah. And the same goes for my Tuesday. Lagi tia. I have tutorial at 11-12 then free and then tutorial at 3-4pm. :S At first, the 3-4pm tutorial was on Monday 1-2pm but then LOL. Something happened and yes, we got transferred.

I'm okay, as long as my Thursday afternoon is not disturbed. YES. You cannnnnnot disturb me on Thursday afternoon. Not this week, not next week, not next month. HAHA. Our Saturday's packed too, We have a 2 different lecture in the morning and then we have a 3 hours lecture in the afternoon. It would be tiring, that I know for sure. :( Ugh. So, I better go and rest now. Plus, I need to think stuff for the assignments mentioned on tuesday. AAAAAA. I'm freaking out.

Oh, btw. This Song (Inorae) by 2AM is awesome for sure. I love the meaning of the song. Very deep and meaningful plus Sincere.

till then

w a i n e y












should i? ogteli? i can't for sure. cause seeing you superwave and smile makes me happy.



w a i

& Semester 3.

Let's start with a big surprise look. O.O! The semester seriously started with full of surprises. What a way to start the semester. HAHA. Seriously, I never thought I would start the semester with this kind of surprises. Remember, in my last posts, which I don't know when, LOL, I said that our 6 subject for the semester was Sejarah, Sivik, Academic English, L & D II, Issues & Trend and Science.

Guess what? LOL. Scratch that Sejarah, Sivik and Academic English. :O We are studying, Kemahiran Berbahasa II, Pendidikan Jasmani : Muzik & Pergerakan and Seni Kreatif. :S O.M.G. Someone slap me on the face, now. You can not imagine how I reacted when we were briefed with this new subjects. I was in pain. And, I felt like I could jumped off a cliff at any moment. LOL. I can not, I repeat, I CAN NOT do Pendidikan Jasmani, I do bad in sports. I get my collapse moment. I certainly don't want anyone to see me collapse. No. I DO NOT WANT.

And, did you know how much I looked forward to attending Sivik?!? :D LOL. I have my reasons. Plus, With Sivik we were gonna visit placesss. Ohhh. I guess that ain't happening. And, yes. With the teacher assistance-ship next semester, I'm going O.O . What am I going to doooooooooooooooo? I AM NOT READY. I was brain dead when we attended the briefing, seriously. I'm not kidding. I was super shocked. LOL. And with the Social Study thingy, I went, "WHAT??" Sorry, if I was too loud. But yes. I can not do PJ. Not this semester. Ahhhhh. And yes. I'm freaking out. LOL. But hey, I know, we can definitely do this. I have the SF;s by my side. The Families' support! The BFF;s' souls are with me too so, I'm okay. I will be okay. :D And hey, tell you what. I had a great day. ;)

till then

w a i n e y










oh. lunch time. one of the risky risk you did. :) awww.

Hello August.

August. So, here you are. LOL. Another month had passed and I'm feeling quite good. :D Nothing big has happened but yes, many interesting things had evolved in July. For example, meeting Zimah, :D Yes, it was awesome. Erm, what else did I do in July? Oh yeah, I scratched many things off my to-do list so it's all good. I need to make new To-Do List now. HAHA. ROTFL.

Anyways, so August will be my busy month. :S With semester starting, birthdays coming, (HAHA) and with ugh, catching up to do. This month will be super busy for me. I can feel them already. LOL. And, I am now currently in room wrapped around a blanket because this room is super collllllllllllllllllllllllllllllld. And no wonder, it's 16 degree celscius. O_O. HAHA. I'm frozen here. And, I'm not in the state where I can move easliy and take the remote. LOL. I'm staying with this blanket un till I finish posting. HAHA. And, it's colllllllddddddddd.

So yeah, I was surfing around through L Studio's website. :D And apparently they were the ones who did Andy & Solbi's wedding photoshoot and they also did Alex and Shin Ae's photoshoot. To be honest, I'm not that type of person who looks forward to looking at wedding pictures but OMG. L Studio from Korea's workSS are incredible.

And it's true what someone had commented. Andy and Solbi gives off this 'We just married and we're in love' aura where as Alex and Shin Ae gives off this 'We are married and we're in love' aura, I mean Alex and Shin Ae gives off a natural feeling where as Andy and Solbi are still shy with their feelings. That's what I get while looking through their pictures. By the way, if you are looking through L Studio's website, 2008 SS Classic Style is my favourite one. :D & 2008 SS KiKi Style comes in second. But don't worry, I don't intend on getting married anytime soon.

HAHA. LOL. I'm still seventeen and I cringe everytime people say the word marriage. I'm not into it at the moment. I don't like commitments. It's something I'm worse at, And I am not prepared for any commitments. It freaks the hell out of me. Any whooo, I'm looking forward to Hyun Joong and Hwang Bo's photoshoot, I think it'll be awesome. :D And, looking towards UBD calendar's, I'm going "Ohhh~?? Ahh~~~" LOL. XD So, we're starting on the 4th of August then 22nd September is our 1 week break. Sounds alright.

24th November is when we start our Third examination. So, that means by my birthday, I will need to get ready with exams. Okay, sounds like a good plan. LOL. I think? Anyways. I'm freeeezing so I can't take this anymore. I'll end this post here. HAHA.

till then

w a i n e y












seriously, i don't know what to say to you on the 4th. but i'll be waving. :)