I NEEEED

... to finish watching this.

It's awesome in so many ways. And I was only watching 45 minutes of the movie. I NEED TO CONTINUE. LOL. But this laptop is driving me crazzzzy.

till then

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now. all i think about is.
to stop liking you.
but then. every time that thought comes in mind.
i worry.

FINALLY. :D :D

I'm planning to stay up all night. RIGGGHT. As if. So, this week has been real hectic. When I say hectic, I mean HECTIC. 10 more minutes and I think all my pressure will go away. HAHA. Yes, I am finally downloading DBSK's 4th album. Horray. Okay back to reality. Yes. My week has been real hectic. I didn't know things can be as hectic as it is.

With all the presentation, practice, assignments, practical work and yes, testS. I guess I was really tired by the end of the week and all I could think of was holiday = Raya! It's been a long time since I'm all up and excited about raya. I didn't anticipate last year's Raya and I'm not quite sure why, but this year, UHUH. Yes, I'm excited. HAHA. I shouldn't beee. LOL. I don't know why I'm so hyped up but yeah. :D

So, I finally had my sungkai with the people I love and adore. The bff;s. Yes, we went out this evening. Since I am free from test at exactly the 27th, we decided to go out and have our sungkai on the 27th too. LOL. What on earth am I saying? So anyways, we had our sungkai at Coffee Zone, and ohhh, the buffet was wonderful. :D I like the chocolate fountain best. HAHA. I was all giddy when I saw the chocolate fountain. And yes, the menu for today was coool, cause most of them were my favourite. Especially the fish fillet or IDK. HAHA. But yeaaah, it was fun. Plus, sungkai-ing with Mar and Zimah was awesome. It's been a long time since I last talked to them so it was :D Yes. I haven't been online on MSN for ages! MSN is like something I rather avoid nowadays. Too much feeling poured on the personal message.

And so yes, the outing with the bff;s was also funny in a way and it made me feel good. Especially when I finally told them some updates / things that recently happen in life. And hearing them talk really does soothe your 'rindu-'ness towards them people. :D Oh yeah, Nisah couldn't make it due to some unforeseen circumstances. :D It's okay though. Hehe. And now back to university. Oh my, this week, was really fast. I mean, we as in me and Lina had our I & T presentation + Malay's presentation on Monday. Then we had our mini-recording session on Tuesday. Then, we had to come up with dialogue on Thursday. AND seriously, I don't get the Seni Kreatif's assignment. I mean, so it's gonna be sub-group performance not the whole group performing ONE performance? Then, I need help.

I can't act without laughing and being embarrassed. Ohhhh my. How on earth will I go through this? This semester is certainly draining all my energy. :S Seriously. But no worries, I'll get through this, Insya-allah. :)

till then

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& sometime I don't know what to do.
It's hard. I bet you don't know. But.
Monday, Tuesday and Thursday's moment were all good.
Happy Holiday. :)

Taggggs. :D

I've been tagged by Iz. :D LOL. Thank you! Let's hope I'll be able to go through this tag, HAHA. My brain is sooo not working.

1) What is the most important thing in your life?
- Family. :D

2) What is the last thing that you bought with your own money?
- Clothing. HAHA. and FOOOD. It happened on the same day, so yeah. ROTFL.

3) Where do you wish to get married?
- This home I live in?? LOL. I don't care really, as long as all the families are there, I'm happy.

4) How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
- HAHA. I don't have any 'love' right now. But if you were to ask when will I get married? Definitely not now and definitely not in the years to come. Maybe in 8-10 years time? When I'm 26-28.

5) Are you in love?
- HAHA. Yes, with the song Mirotic. *gets bricked* No. I'm not in love and not planning to be in love soon.

6) Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
- I don't remember. HAHA. We haven't went out for sungkai yet. So yeahhh.

7)Name the latest book that you bought?
- Twilight by Stephenie Meyer, I think?

8) What is your full name?
- Siti Wahiidah. Yes, with two full I.

9) Do you prefer your mother or father?
- BOTH.

10) Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.
- Can't I name a loooot of people? LOL. DBSK. Pretty please.

11) Christina or Britney?
- That's easy! Christina.

12) Do you do your own laundry?
- I wish I did. :S

13) The most exciting place you want to go
- Lotte World? I'm not sure if it's exciting but yeahhh.

14) Hugs or kiss?
- Hugs and kisses from the family! :D

15) 8 things I am passionate about
- Music. (Maybe?)
- Movies. (YYYYeaaah)
- Foood. ROTFFFL.
- Can I say Families? :D
- Waiting? HHAHAHAHAHHA. Whhhat? I mean, waiting for DBSK to comeback.
- BADMINTON! HAHA.
- 1N2D! OHHHH THAT'S SO TRUEE. HAHA.
- I can't think for the last one, emmm, Soundtracks? LOL. That's considered as music though.

16) 8 things I say too often:
- Seriously?
- Whaaat?
- Hellll~
- No ohh.
- The 'Hurry' word in Korean.
- Righhht.
- Iawaaah?
- & This cursing word that I say a lot, S***. Especially when I'm annoyed. :S

17) 8 books I’ve read recently:
- Twilight.
- Cinta Pertama (I was soo bored at that time)
- Love for Venus (Volume 6)
- Love for Venus (Volume 7)
- Love for Venus (Volume 8)
- Love for Venus (Volume 9)
- Love for Venus (Volume 10)
- Love for Venus (Volume 11) ROTFL.


18) 8 songs I could listen to over and over again:
- Heart, Mind and Soul by Tohoshinki.
- 내여자라니까, 삭제 by Lee Seung Gi.
- 愛せない愛したい by Tohoshinki.
- Addicted by Kelly Clarkson.
- 지금처럼 (Piano Version) by Dong Bang Shin Ki.
- Et-cetera by ONE OK ROCK.
- Are you ready by TRAX.
- No way to say by Ayumi Hamasaki.

(Not sure if the koreans word popped out cause I'm using this laptop which doesn't read korean letter. :S)

19) 8 things I learned this year:
- Making Kimbap!
- Making layouts.
- I learned more quotes.
- Not to think about many things at once.
- Be positive in every way I could.
- Uhhhhh. What else? I learned more Korean words.
- AHHH. I learnt HJ splitting, ROTFL.
- Photocopying!

20) Tag 8 people:
- Amalish.
- Syazz.

LOL. I'm tired to tag more people.

till then

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hahah. cute you. :) saturday really cheered me up. hehe. with those cute things you do.

i ain't stupid but i know better.

It's a good thing that today is holiday. Seni Kreatif recording so-called recording session is postponed. Well, at least that's what I know of. Yes. Seni Kreatif will be having this recording session which involves recording those different performance art performed by the sub-groups. :S And, me and the mates had a little (not so) practice yesterday. :D Yes. We first planned on practicing at my house but since we had this replacement class for science practical PLUS it was a wednesday, so we decided to just practice right aheaddd. HAHA. What am I saying?

Practice went well. I think? HAHA. I kept on laughing and laughing whenever I did my part. ROTFL. I can't act! :D Enough saiddd. I can not. And I'm willing to tell the whole world that. HAHA. I supppperrrly wonder how on earth will I go through with Seni Kreatif's assignment. And anyhow. This and next week will be extra busy for me. I got lots of things to do. Like seriously. And this busy-ness is really overwhelming and it's really taking all of my energy. :S Here's a list of what I have to do within the week.

20th September - Pendidikan Jasmani; Beijing Olympics Presentation.
22th September - Kemahiran Berbahasa Presentation.
22th September - Issues and Trend Presentation.
25th September - Seni Kreatif Performance (we assume)
27th September - Learning & Development II First Test.
27th September - Kemahiran Berbahasa Test.
25th October - Issues and Trend Essay Due.
25th October - Pendidikan Jasmani; Healthy Menu.

As you may notice, I have two big events on Monday and two big events on Saturday. I think my mind is going to blow. Been practicing with Lina this week for Issues and Trend so I hope it goes all okay. Kemahiran Berbahasa's presentation. I say, OMG. I don't know. The topic is like seriously deep and presenting in Malay does not really help. And, I hope the 20th presentation, which we practiced yesterday too, will go well. I can say, I am officially stress and is trying my best to not be stress. HAHA. Sometimes I like to be under-pressure but sometimes it can also affect me badly. So, yeahhh, it's all complicated.

Oh, and I finally figure out who Minho reminds me off. :D Yay! Go me! LOL. Whaaat? Did you know I have this certain policy about pictures? I mean, celebrity pictures? I usually don't look or view those fan taken stalker pictures. I don't like it. But sometimes, you can't help but look it, you know. So yeah. I was looking through SHINee's pictures that was taken at the airport and I didn't know Jonghyun was :D HAHA. I didn't know he was the type of guy who wears baseball cap with those headphones on.

And, truthfully, my fandom life is getting quite much busier these days. I mean, with the leak and official teaser and everything, HAHA. I've been shouting a lot and I've been jaw-dropping alooot. HAHA. And yes, I love Mirotic 22 second preview. And oh yesss, HEY! (Don't bring me down) is soooo my type of song. :D And finally the rumour of Hyun Joong joining the HYD Korean version cast is officially reveal. Yesss, he is in the cast. :D Cool. But I don't wanna see another idol star getting too much work on his shoulder.

And yes. Those news about We Got Married is NOT good. Seriously. NOOO. Okay, enough rant.

till then

w a i n e y.








monday.tuesday.wednesday.superwave.:) but what will happen on saturday? ignorance?

did this made the cut?

I was going through my album in photobucket and realized that I had uploaded this a year ago. But, I'm not sure if, I had uploaded them here in my blog. I'm not sure.

One of my favourite bracelet with the background of something I reallly like. :D

I still have this crystal with me and I'm still wearing them. ;D

HAHA. Can't believe I still have this. Nao Azumi, my character. Yuta Fawada? HAHA. :D The imaginary / perfect guy I wish I know. HAHA. Whhhhaaaat?

till then

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:) stop drifting. stay focus.

ROTFLLLL. Your eyes. your smile.

I LAUGHED OUT LOUD, like literally! while watching SHINee's 080910 Mnet Reality Show (Episode 7). Minho as the King, HAHA, He's awesome, all of them are awesome. I think this episode is the second best episode. I still like Episode 4 and 5 better even though Minho didn't talk much in there. :D HAHA. Onew's transformation while directing was yeah, scaryyy. HAHA. But when Minho was the actor, eheheh. He changed too in a coool way.

Credits: magazinet(as tagged), shinee-ing, achel @ SHINee Forums

So, I haven't updated my blog for a while. Haven't had the time to update so yeah. Well, I did, but I was just lazy. Anyways. So life has been quite hectic. With the whole assignments and stuff going on. But this week was fun too so it's all goood. Last Wednesday, we had a group discussion at my house. ;D Not only we did discuss about our presentation, we were also discussing about so much and so many things.

HAHA. What happened on wednesday, stays on wednesday. :D And then, Thursday. As usual, we have Seni Kreatif and Science Practical. And yes, we still need to wear casual clothing on Thursdays, I guess, I'm fine now. I can accept it now. HAHA. And we changed our venue. We're no longer doing Seni Kreatif in G.41? We're doing it at MPH. Multipurpose Hall that is. :D Much bigger and muchh colder. HAHA. Yes, we need to be bare-footed while doing Seni Kreatif.

And, I finally understand now. I finally understand what our assignment for Seni Kreatif is. Our group, as in 'D' will be doing this Performance Art- type of performance. And I looked it up, and it means,

Performance art is art in which the actions of an individual or a group at a particular place and in a particular time constitute the work. It can happen anywhere, at any time, or for any length of time. Performance art can be any situation that involves four basic elements: time, space, the performer's body and a relationship between performer and audience.

From the sound and looks of it, we really need to shake off our malu-malu-ness. HAHA. And yes, we are using more body movement and facial expression. So yeah. Basically our group is definitely doing something different, something that is more difficult. And yesterday during Seni Kreatif we had to come up with this theme that we need to present right that instant. And our group which consist of me, Lina, Fifi, Shimah and Marana came up with 'Contradiction' and mind you our language for Seni Kreatif is Malay.

And yes. We kinda present this thing about Contradiction where by this one person is having a split personality. :D Was very inspired by Last Friends. So yeah. Well, to me, the mates did well, while I, HAHAHAHAHA. Was trying hard to not laugh or get embarassed. HAHA. Yes, I don't like acting when I'm told to act but I can act when no one knows I'm acting. You get me? No. Wellll. HAHA. Figure them out yourself. Yes? :D

So, right after Science practical, dad picked me up and we headed off to sent my brother off to school. :D And, we then headed off to pick up my mum. ;D Since, I needed to buy something, mum told dad to drop us off at The Mall for a while so that dad can go back to work. So, yeah, went off to The Mall and headed off straight to Bright Optics. Yess, I need to buy Contact Lenses. :D It's been two month since I wore them and I practically am okay with wearing contacts now. Alhamdullilah. :) I remembered when I was in Form 5, I couldn't even get them inside my super vision. HAHA. After buying those contact lenses, went to the grocery storeee. Yippeee. You know how much I love grocery.

OOOOOkay. I need to do more stuff, should get off this laptop. My hands been itching to change my layout but I haven't had any photoshoot for a while, so nahhh. HAHAH.

till then

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:) superwave. you did. and i was kidding with the 'masuk class?' hehe. :)

gooooood.

HAHA. I like Lina's expression of today's happening, 'Macam Pelarian.' HAHA. ROTFL. Well, we have an explanation for this expression. Yes. Seriously we have. There were NO discussion room available when we left our Science Lecture today. And I seriously, do not like the idea of that. And what's so annoying about the library during Puasa is that, the library will be seriously full and all the plug will be use. That's annoying.

We, as in me and Lina had to try and find vacant class to be use as a the hang-out place. :D And, trust me, finding a vacant class during a monday is very very difficult. Classes are full and it's just packed. So, our first stop was G.7 but it was occupied then headed off to G.49, vacant. So stayed there for about an hour and then had to change class again. Our next pit stop was our I&T room but then it was used by the 2pm Diploma Pri. Ed batch. So, had to find another place but now with an extra person, Shimah. HAHA. Went to G.7 again and finally settled in there but when 2pm strucked, WE HAD TO MOVED AGAIN. So, we went to first floor hoping for some kind souls to stop sitting around the Science department but we found out it was full. Our last choice?

HAHA. I'll keep that a secret. LOL, but the very last place we settled in was cool. As I said, "We look like people waiting to be called by the nurse!" and Lina continued "Siti Wahiidah? Siti Wahiidah?" and Shimah added "Orr! Eh, apatah oral kamu?" HAHAH. That's cooool. I mean the place we settled in was cool in a way. It wasn't a room or any sort. It was this cool place with this one bench in front of a plug. HAHA. That's what I call detail. So yeah. That was our adventure for today.

And, I love yesterday. :D Causeee, we had Ambuyat for our sungkai. Did you know I love Ambuyat? HAHAH. Seriously! I went loco when I saw mum with the ambulong packet. :P :P HAHA. Had ambuyat with Cacah Binjai with Limau Kasturi. Yummmmy. My stomach grumbles whenever I think about Ambuyat. So yeah, what else do I like? I mean, food that makes my stomach grumble? HAHA. It's sooo many, one of them is Scrambled Eggs. YEEEEEEEAH. HAHAH. Oh yeahh, I seriously need to know about our Science Practical's grade. I'm curious to death.

till then

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:) *nods* goodluck, tomorrow, yeah? superwave?

crammmp.

I almost died laughing while watching 080904 Mnet M! Countdown Ranking by SHINee. All of them are awesome as always. Anyways, according to my watch, it's 3.5opm. I just got back from lectures. And yes, we had Pendidikan Jasmani as usual. :D Before Pendidikan Jasmani, we had Learning and Development II and Issues and Trend. :S It was tiring. Lina, Ros, was it 304? or 341 actually we heard? :D

So, during Issues and Trend we were, finallyy, given topics for our essay. I guess I'll be busier soon. With other things coming up, such as Pendidikan Jasmani's presentation on the 20th and Learning and Development test on the 27th, I really need to put in extra effort. :S Plus, we haven't finish our Week 5's Science practical. Pendidikan Jasmani today was cooool in a way. HAHA. We were given all sorts of explanation on the Pergerakan part. And yes, all the team were asked to do the pergerakan today. :D I especially liked the linking and moving part cause that was the best thing our group can do. HAHA.

Anywayyys. I will patiently wait for 24th to come. :D I can not wait to listen to DBSK's 4th album. And yesss, I can not wait for their Music Video to be premiered. I'm so gonna act like a fan-girl on the 24th. Don't expect to update cause I'll be updating in my other blog. :D My fan-girl-ing blog. Which I kept since a looooong time ago. Or maybe I'll -fangirl here too. HAHA. You will see.

So, yesterday as in Friday. I had this sudden urge to go online via MSN. So I did. HAHA. Guess who was online at the same time? HAHA. Yes, the bff;s ;; Zimah. :D I miss you! HAHA. And the first thing she asked me was "Wai, u ok ka? Mcm arah fs u something happened~" HAHA. And my reaction was "HAHA. U meann? Something happen?" and then she said something that turns out to be how I was really feeling at the moment. HAHA. That's what I call a best friend's instinct. :D She's amazing and no wonder I call her my BFF;s. Seriously, I didnot say or give ideas of how I felt in friendster but some how, she felt it. :D HAHA.

And yes, we had a discussion about getting together for sungkai and I agreed. But after my Learning and Development test, yes? :D I'll be waiting for your texts. And, yes, I'm okay with any place, HAHA. I'm so excited to see the bff;s. It's been about a month and a half since I last saw Zimah. And it's been like 3-4 months since I last saw Mar. And, it's been 4-5 months since I last saw Nisah, so yeah, the 'sungkai' will definitely be the time we get together and tell each other what we missed out. I can't wait.

And the sf;s, I wannnt sungkai altogether tooo. :D The BBQ plan sounds quite funn, just inform wai. :D Wai will be okayy with anything except for seafoood. HAHA. Karang kena lecture lagi macam last BBQ session, remember someone said 'bagus. makan lagi fishball tuu.' HAHA. And remember when wai pick up any seafood thingy some one will say "waiiii~ suree kan makan tuu?". HAHA. I still love you girls no matter what happen though. :D :D

till then

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:) :) didn't say anything? didn't superwave but well.

203th.

People can't stop talking about how Lee Yong Dae is similar to Lee Seung Gi. :D HAHA. But, I think I had enough of the articles already. LOL. But, it's okay. So, today's the third day of Puasa, if I'm not mistaken. XD And, finally had my first day of university while fasting. It went okay, even though I kept on thinking, I'm having an empty stomach. LOL. XP. Whaaat? Enough of random talks. I need to regain conscious-ness.

Did you know how much I love this cast? ^ It's Non-Stop 5. One of my favourite Korean sitcom series. It was from Non Stop 5, I knew Lee Jung, Tablo, Park Jin Woo, Gu Hye Sun, Lee Minwoo, Kang Kyung Joon, Han Hyo Joo and Hong Soo Ah. This was also the first time, I saw Seung Gi act. :D They had lots of awesome episode that was the reason why I sticked through it till the end. I can't even picked a single episode. It's all good. And because of this sitcom, I came to realised how Lee Jung was such an awesome singer. :D And how Tablo was an awesome singer/rapper too.


Anywayyyyy. So, today was a bit tiring with the whole Seni Kreatif, Science Practical and L & D replacement class. Plus, wearing casual clothing on a Thursday will always make you feel awkward. People stare and give you looks saying 'Don't you know Thursdays suppose to be M.I.B day?' FYI. WE KNOW! LOL. It's just that, we hadddd to wear casual clothing for our Seni Kreatif Lecture + Tutorial. It's okay though. We'll continue to wear them. For the grade. For ourselves sake. I believe we'll get through 'em alright it's just we need some time to get used to wearing casual cloth to lectures.

And, from what I heard, we are still having those 'pergerakan' in PJ this saturday? Oh, people, seriously, wish me tonnnnnnnes of luck. I'm not good in dealing with sports while fasting. I'll get super hungry. Well, I guess I will not be the only one. Science Practical Week 5 today was about Water. ;D We had to stir the sugar till it didn't dissolve sooo yeah. Pretty much going back to the old days in high-school. But, seriously, I don't remember my science much. I don't remember what happened with Science in Form 1, 2, 3. HAHA. I remembered Form 4 and 5's cause I was taking Combine Science which involved ZERO practicals so yeah. I'm off anyway. HAHA


till then


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:) :) see you. i will. :) and yes you're cute.

My SOUL.

It's September 3rd 2008. Second day of Puasa. :D Yes, I survive yesterday. I did, so I'm all okayyy. HAHA. And, yes, I don't have class today so I don't need to come out to UBD but I still have a lot of things to do. Like researching for Science Week 4. Yes, I can't find those ears function. I'll be doing that right after I finish blogging. Plus, I need to take turns with my brother to use the laptop. Syahmi, use it around 1pm ahh? Your big sister needs to revive her internet mind. Whaaat?

So, I was watching We Got Married episode 23 just now. Yes, was finally watching the whole episode. One word; Cute. Yeah, the episode are much cuter and by the way, I love Hyun Joong and Hwang Bo's 100th day photoshoot. They look and feel so much better now. :D And, I like Hwang Bo's outfit. It started out awkward but hey, they finally are muchhhh okay now.

credits : londonface.

I can't wait for tomorrow! 1박2일 is on!~?! Haha. It's been a long time since I last fangirl/talk about in 1박2일 this blog. HAHA. Trust me, I'm still a fan. Currently watching the 31/08/08's episode. LOL. I know, way ahead berabis. So, yeah, tomorrow's also this 'ugh-i-don't-want' day. We'll be having the auditions for our Seni Kreatif. :S Trust me, this person here can't act. Not when I'm asked to. HAHA. AAAAAH. This is truely a nightmare. Seriousss. :S :S Should I just not come? HAHAH. Triple ROTFL. I know, I don't have the guts to miss a class. HAHA. I ain't that type of person.

And, btw, 개인의 취향 sounds like a cool story. Maybe I'll follow it if I have the time. But, I'm pretty sure I'm gonna follow Love Marriage. :D Park Ki-Woong's getting a much more attention these days. :D I'm happy for him. HAHA. Anywwwwwwwwway. Off to research.

till then


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:( :) it's all mixed up. i truly like you. and i know that but you're drifting.

Happy Puasa. :)

Hello September! :D It's September and it's Fasting month, Yeahhh. No eating with the friends for a month. I'll miss all those lunch-ketawa-ketawa-lunch-gossip-drama moments. :D LOL. I adore my friends. So, tomorrow is the first day of Puasa. Yay. Need to get use to not eating. :D LOL. I'll lose weight over the month. Riiight. Not gonna happen. I love me. I don't want to diet. I seriously don't know what diet is seriously. :S

Anyways, we finished our Malay lecture a bit late today. 12.4opm. :D Because all 3 groups were having our Drama presentation. My group did super well. :D Except si director banyak salah tekan radio punya record. :S Sorry mates. But the acting by my friends were superb. I am proud. :D And, right after Malay, we went for lunch. :D Lunch with the usual people. Lina, Zie, Shimah, Marana and Sifa. :D Yes. Them people. LOL. Everytime when we have lunch together, we have so many things to talk about and it always seem endless. I mean, our talk = no end. We'll keep on laughing, laughing, laughing and laughing. After lunch, head off to H.E.P, to accompany a friend and, we as in me and Shimah wanted to take this form. :D And we did.

Then, head off to PM UBD sekejap cause we wanted to buy ice-cream. :D Vanillaaaa. HAHA. And then, we realised it was already 2.34pm. LOL. Sekejap masa berlalu. XD HAHA. Whaaat? Then, head off to I & T but turns out there's still class on. Waited outside for a few minutes then went in. Yeah, I went off somewhere after that and made myself akhir masuk class. :S HAHA. Sorrrrry. I promise not to do that again. HAHA. Then, right after I & T went straight home. Dad wanted to bring us, (mum, syahmi and I) to eat. And we picked this place at Rimba. Hello FOOD! I said. The point is, I ate tonnes of food today, and I'm not kidding. :D I love food and I'm thinking how on earth will I survive my fasting month.

And, after a month of fasting, raya will soon follow. :D By the end of Raya, someone's gonna be legal. I AM IN DENIAL. HAHA. No worries, I have 2 more teen birthday. HAHAH. Yes. HAHA. I AM HAPPY. Anyways, I'm heading off to eating more food now. HAHA. I'm kidding. I'm gonna watch We Got Married Ep. 23. :D Hyun Joong and Hwang Bo. I like this couple.

till then

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don't avoid. keep the eye contact. and it'll be all good. i rarely see your superwave now.