Sunday, April 13, 2008

temporary.

This is just temporary, yeah, the template. I'm changing it soon, cause I know it doesn't reflect me much. Expect a new one in like 30 mins. HAHA, RIGHT. And yeah, I will continue my previous post, no worries. =)

w a i - 5:56pm.

Now - 6:27pm. LOL. XD XD. Yes, I'm sticking with this one. Simple cause my mood is very simple these days. Hehe, no, ups or downs. Hehe. Oh yeah, post, Ishouldcontinueit, kan? LOL. HAHA, RIGHT~ I will. And as my sister said I should write a thesis on this. HAHA. I'll continue them but not now. Saya busy, I wanna live life to the fullest, haha, I'm going out, beli easi. HAHA.

till then

w a i

Saturday, April 12, 2008

my side of the story.

I now decide to speak up. Yeah. You know, if you wanna say bad things, I don't really care anymore. This is my blog so I can post anything. Including the truth, =) So, if some people wanna judge me by this post, be my guest. I just do not care anymore. And now, if you suddenly regret things, well, you know It's toooo late. XD

So, people has been asking here and there and all I answered was "No comment, yeah?" LOL. And, I can now see the consequences of that answer, people getting manipulated easily. HAHA. Even close friends, yeah? Thank god, some is not manipulated, I'm proud of that people. XD XD. LOL.

So, how would you actually feel if you were asked to pick between your friends and well, your bf or gf, let's just say, yeah? So, tell me how would you feel? To be honest, I feel that, that's just one plain stupid move and question. So, boys and girls, never asked your other half to make a choice between you and their friends that's as if making people pick between their mum and dad. OKAY? Well, maybe not for people who doesn't care and respect their friends then maybe they can pick. Eww.

Anyways, another annoying thing that always happen in well, relationship, being over-dramatic. XD XD. You know, like, getting overdose and such. I mean, you need not overdose people, I mean, what if suddenly you really need those meds, nahhh, menyesal saja karang. HAHA. And do not cry in front of others and make dramatic faces, it just annoys people, it doesn't make people sympathy you, I mean, some would sympthised but c'mon, do you want people to think of you as a weak, fragile person, kalau saya, NO WAY.

Other than that, saying things you regret over and over again. I mean, today you say this thing that make your other half pissed off and you regret them, and he or she accept your apologies and then you say it again the next day. That is plain annnnnnoyinggg. If I was in that situation, say goodbye to a peaceful relationship, mengamuk saja saya tuu. It's as if like you never care about what other people feel and you think of yourself only and expect people to agree with you. NOO OH.

Not to forget, one very important aspect that you need to really take care of is understanding. I mean, boys~ YOU NEED TO UNDERSTAND GIRLSS. I mean, I know some do, such as, erm, maybe my Changmin or Kyuhyun? HAHA. I mean, when ever the girls say P.M.S, do not, I repeat, DO NOT get on their nerve, you may regret. HAHA. But seriously, you surely don't wanna see a girl having PMS blew up, karang kamu jua yang seksa~ See? Understand girls whenever they say "girls' thing" and never never tell them to eat panadol when they are having their time of the month, gila, mana keluar tu. Girls will just be in paiiin.

Next point, (esehhh macam org membuat essay plang, LOL.) being too controlling. God, I mean, everyone hates being controlled, right? I mean, who would, to those control, go control your life. Don't need to bother others with your way of clothing la, rambut la, kasut la, shut the hell up la with your opinion, sekali sekala boleh but all the time? Annoying. Controller may not notice it but hey. Let's hope they do soon.

NEXXXT, being unfair. Some people in a relationship do not have this fairness thingy. I mean, yeah, if you want your name on her nick in MSN, put her name on your nick and make her feel loved bukan make her feel common. Andd, if you wanna talk to girls without her being annoyed or insecure, let her talk to guys, yeah? Especially those guys you are jealous about. LOL. Psst, girls, awal-awal ganya tu durang buat your names on their nick udah 2-3 weeks, mana ada tuuu. HAHA.

Never complain about not getting to spend time together, you need to understand her too, I mean, maybe the girl can't stay but she'll stay when she have discussion and such. Or maybe, she just doesn't trust u, I mean, maybe she feels that you will not be with her to stay along. I mean, I know you discuss with the guy but all their reaction will be "OHH."

Being impatient. NEVER, mc a girl like me especially when you haven't receive a text back, I mean, you can MC but after 1 hour or so, don't force her to text you instantly, she has her own life, you know? Maybe she's busy with cooking, assignment or TV, OKAY? And, not to forget, never discourage her from liking her favourite artist. They have special attachment with them so don't ruin it. Ler her beeee. Maybe she likes the artist for a valid reason. DON'T start fight about them liking boy bands. Saya inda suka~

Forcing them to be affectionate. You can't force a person to be affectionate, it comes naturally so be patient. Indakan kamu mahu the girl affectionate hari-hari kan~~~~~~~~ Boring jua kali tu ahh. Mesti jua bermusim~ Ai, boys, will be boys. If the girl finds it hard to be affectionate, be patient, she will be one moment and that affectionate will be really sweet so don't force. A forced affectionate action is so not sincere = it means nothing. OKAY?

Anyways, this is it for now, toooo many to list and I;m tired, let's hope if I'm really rajin, I'll post the to be continued, yeah? XD XD.

till then

w a i n e y




6 days. monday. give me something.

2 to gooo.

I feel like posting something up, I mean, my side of the story but not today but it will be real soon. I'm not posting it today causssssssssssse, I wanna catch up with my unofficial work; watching new DBSK, SuJu's video. I miss kyuhyun n Changmin. HAHA. Soon, I'm offff. HEHE.

till then

w a i n e y

it'll be 6 days tomorrow & . . .

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

youuu.

AHHH, I'm tired. Just plain tired. LOL XD XD. My mind is about to explode. I am stress with stuff yet I'm feeling happy. LOL. A friend commented;

I can see you happy now, you were different 2-3 months ago,
you stressed a lot. Now, you're just you
. & You're just happy.

HAHA. I know and I can feel that, I well, do not need to pretend anymore and I do not need to be afraid. I do not feel like something have to trigger my happiness, it just happens. I may sound mean, I may sound like I'm acting too strong but It's how I'm feeling. Soon, you'll see a difference. HAHA. I can't express much now cause I'm busyyyyyyyyyyyy iatah you'll see the difference soon not now.. HAHA.

till then

w a i n e y


=)

Monday, April 7, 2008

toooooo.

Stressed out. 2 downnn, 4 more to goooo.


English Peer Teaching
Malay Report.

Malay Peer Teaching.
Pelajaran Am Essay.
Pelajaran Am Peer Teaching.
Mathematics Lesson Plan.



YEAHHH. So, malay is this saturday, yeah, this saturday. LOL. I'm superrrrr nervous, I mean veryyy. LOL. XD XD I just need to do it well. I need to. So, I'm offf, I wanna shower, thenn laminate and reviseeeeeeeeeeeeee. Hahah, I know useless post. ROTFL.

till then

w a i n e y

=)

Friday, April 4, 2008

damaged.

Peer teaching in two days time. HAHAH. Saya stress and scared. LOL. But I know I'll be happy when I'm done with English peer-teaching, then it will be Malay then Pelajaran Am. I need to do my revision. I wanna do well, seriously. Revision for LnD andd I need to do draft on Maths. Yeah, maths. Lesson plan, individual works. We neeed to create our own Teaching aids and, activity.

I can feel the pressure coming in. So yeah. But, I know, I can do it. HAHA. Right. Anyways, I need to do what, Lesson Plan for Maths, PA and I need to do the names for that and the selling buying sign. Yeah. HAHA. I may sound like I'm freaking out right? Well, I am. HAHA. Freaking out cause we need to sent in the Malay ABM report on Monday. Yeah. I'm like, OMG. Mine's 9 page, I wonder how Zie's report is. Cause I haven't done my conclusion. Zie's my partner for malay, BTW. LOL.

So, my day yesterday was OKAY. Spent most of the day with Lina and Zie. And, we did some stuff for English yesterday with Fifi. Yeah people, It's confirm, I'm gonna sing on monday. AUU. I realise I can't sing even a note or a tune but whatever. I'm doing set induction and it makes me happy because I know some will be coming late. ROTFL. HAHA. I do not care. But yeah, I've done the song, should I photocopy? I do not know. HAHA. And, mates, be prepare for selling and buying. HAHA.

Anyways, I have a BFF chat meeting today. LOL. With Zimah. HAHA. Yeap, yeap. SO, I'm going. HAHA. I'll be practising my singing dulu. HAHA.

till then

w a i n e y

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

a warning.

A warning to readers. This post may contain some harsh, rude, IMMATURE words. It may also contain swearing and such. IT WILL ALSO HURT PEOPLE WHO ARE SENSITIVE. So, if you think you are, scram.

Thank you. So, yeah, today. I'm happy to be honest I am. I love it when people tend to you know, jump to conclusion, make up their own judgement, thinks that they know everything PLUS SENSITIVE. Yeah, I do. That makes the world seem to be such a better place. HAHA.

So, people, do YOU tend to make up your own conclusion? Right after you hear a one side story? Well, I do. YEAH. I ADMIT. I DO. Its better than not admitting. It's better than being a hypocrite who deletes a post, says thing that they claim to not mean and regret them later on. So yeah, whatever. If you people think, I'm being immature? Then, you wanna know what? ALOT OF PEOPLE HAS BEEN SAYING THAT, SO? WHY SHOULD I CARE?

Call me immature. Call me stupid. Call me useless, Call me everything. WHATEVER. I don't fucking care. If you think you can hurt me, then yeah, whatever. You can but I will hurt you back. x) I'm so damn proud of myself. I don't care. If people say this is lame then why read? If you wanna say I'm a coward then whatever, I CAN SAY THIS FACE TO FACE, NO WORRIES. I CAN.

Yeah, you know what, some people are just retards. I mean, say things that they say they wouldn't do but they do do it. And some people are just plain um, annoying. I settled it so nicely but you people did things that you said you had regret, RIGHT.

FUCK SHIT. IF you wanna act, DO NOT ACT IN FRONT OF ME. DON'T YOU EVEN DARE TALK TO ME. DON'T YOU EVEN DARE TOUCH ME. DON'T YOU EVEN DARE SAY MY NAME. DON'T YOU EVEN DARE ASK PEOPLE ABOUT ME. GO FIGURE IT OUT YOURSELF. YOU KNOW EVERYTHING, KANN??????

So yeah, you know everything, you're mature, you're nice, you're great and you're funny, you know what? BARIGALI. NO WAY. I DO NOT AGREE. Eh, maybe I should be dramatic here? HAHA.

OOOPS, Is there anyone who thinks I'm talking about them? I'm not sorry though, whatever. You think you're the only people I think about? Perasan. I have my life. I do not cling onto people. AND i don't go dramatic. yeah? Well. maybe sometimes,

SO??

FUCK OFF. Swearing wouldn't change anything, but I'm sick and tired of people back stabbing me and such. GO AWAY AND LEAVE.

till then

w a i n e y