Thursday, February 14, 2008
UNDER HEAVY CONSTRUCTION
This blog will be going under heavy construction soon. Which means, will not be posting for the moment as I'm tweaking stuff here and there. I know, it doesn't take up more than an hour BUTTTTT Transferring pictures is a hard thing to do people. XD XD.
BFFs are certainly forever.
LOL. XD XD. I came to MD on, 26th February. But, March marks, a year knowing my wonderful BFFs. OMG. X) X) Seriously. I miss them. Nisah, Mar and Zimah. =) =) They were the people I hung out with during my MD times. They were the people, I go to for comfort. And, mind you, they, other than families, were the only who knew that I went through a hell of a lot. HAHA. Yeah. I went through a hell of a lot. And they were the only one who knows the real me, I guess. =) They were the only people who knew I was deeply sad and discomfort when I didn’t get in UBD during the first intakes and they were the first people I told that I am in UBD. HAHA.
On my first day of UBD, surprisingly, I cried cause that was the time when I really miss my BFFs. And They were the people I first called after I went to UBD. And I literally cried. Yeah, that was one of the moments where I felt happy, sad and this sort of mix emotions. LOL. XD XD. So, I felt like telling you guys how we met. HAHA. I met Nisah, during GP, 1st of MARCH. She was in my BE actually. BE21. And, I think she was the last girl that I talked to in my BE and vice versa. HAHA. And, I had actually talked to her during our very first GP lesson which was conducted at 2? And, I was like “We’re in the same BE, right? What’s your PS?” and turns out we had the same PS, which was PS 1 & 5. =) =)
And a few minutes later, came Zimah. HEHE. I noticed she looked kinda quiet but it’s erm, kinda the opposite? LOL. And then, introduce ourselves during GP and we even went to dining hall right after that. HAHA. This was when we exchanged numbers and stuff. Zimah and Nisah turns out to be in the same Business Class and we also have the same PS = PS 1 & 5. HAHA. Coincidence? Hehe. Anyways, the next day was our second day, so, PS 1 & 5, I was with Nisah and couple of friends and then turns out during GP, we had our very first GP project which was to build a school model.
I was teamed up with Nisah and two other guys in our class. Zimah, however was team up with another bunch of people. LOL. And, I think on the 5th of March, Mar came in our GP, and teacher asked the whole class, who would take in Mar in their group and our group did. LOL. So, in words, all four of us met in GP room 105. And we were GP classmate. With them, I had this sense of home feeling. You know? Where, you know you can trust and depend on them to help you?
I was real close with them, we shared secrets. HAHA. We talked a lot and so much more. We were real loud and we had fun together. We were used to being in the same group and we were used to sitting together. LOL. We do almost many random things such as, scribbling in each other’s paper. One of the things that I had really miss doing was packing up lunch at home and eating them together in either room 105 or 104. That was one of the thing that I really miss. During this lunch we’ll talk and laugh and yes, we talk about people. HAHA. So? Anyways, yeah. I miss them, a lot.
The very last time, I saw them in MD was one of the moments that I couldn’t forget. Was really sad but I kept it all in but at home, I burst out to tears especially reading their little letters. Yeah, I cried. And they know I would. =) =) One of the things that I love to do with the three of them was group conversation in MSN. Yeah, and when we are in group conversation, we’re super riuh and that’s the time when we make tonnes and tonnes of announcement. HAHA.
My BFF;s are also the only people who know most of the things I went through during my UBD years. Not only that, they know a lot. Seriously. HAHA. What else? My BFF;s are the people who gives me advice and people that I talk to most of the time. When I’m in this state of getting pissed off, my BFF;s are the people I rely to for comfort other than, mum, dad, sister, bro and families.
In words, I love my BFF;s and I miss them a lot.
LOVE;s
w a i
On my first day of UBD, surprisingly, I cried cause that was the time when I really miss my BFFs. And They were the people I first called after I went to UBD. And I literally cried. Yeah, that was one of the moments where I felt happy, sad and this sort of mix emotions. LOL. XD XD. So, I felt like telling you guys how we met. HAHA. I met Nisah, during GP, 1st of MARCH. She was in my BE actually. BE21. And, I think she was the last girl that I talked to in my BE and vice versa. HAHA. And, I had actually talked to her during our very first GP lesson which was conducted at 2? And, I was like “We’re in the same BE, right? What’s your PS?” and turns out we had the same PS, which was PS 1 & 5. =) =)
And a few minutes later, came Zimah. HEHE. I noticed she looked kinda quiet but it’s erm, kinda the opposite? LOL. And then, introduce ourselves during GP and we even went to dining hall right after that. HAHA. This was when we exchanged numbers and stuff. Zimah and Nisah turns out to be in the same Business Class and we also have the same PS = PS 1 & 5. HAHA. Coincidence? Hehe. Anyways, the next day was our second day, so, PS 1 & 5, I was with Nisah and couple of friends and then turns out during GP, we had our very first GP project which was to build a school model.
I was teamed up with Nisah and two other guys in our class. Zimah, however was team up with another bunch of people. LOL. And, I think on the 5th of March, Mar came in our GP, and teacher asked the whole class, who would take in Mar in their group and our group did. LOL. So, in words, all four of us met in GP room 105. And we were GP classmate. With them, I had this sense of home feeling. You know? Where, you know you can trust and depend on them to help you?
I was real close with them, we shared secrets. HAHA. We talked a lot and so much more. We were real loud and we had fun together. We were used to being in the same group and we were used to sitting together. LOL. We do almost many random things such as, scribbling in each other’s paper. One of the things that I had really miss doing was packing up lunch at home and eating them together in either room 105 or 104. That was one of the thing that I really miss. During this lunch we’ll talk and laugh and yes, we talk about people. HAHA. So? Anyways, yeah. I miss them, a lot.
The very last time, I saw them in MD was one of the moments that I couldn’t forget. Was really sad but I kept it all in but at home, I burst out to tears especially reading their little letters. Yeah, I cried. And they know I would. =) =) One of the things that I love to do with the three of them was group conversation in MSN. Yeah, and when we are in group conversation, we’re super riuh and that’s the time when we make tonnes and tonnes of announcement. HAHA.
My BFF;s are also the only people who know most of the things I went through during my UBD years. Not only that, they know a lot. Seriously. HAHA. What else? My BFF;s are the people who gives me advice and people that I talk to most of the time. When I’m in this state of getting pissed off, my BFF;s are the people I rely to for comfort other than, mum, dad, sister, bro and families.
In words, I love my BFF;s and I miss them a lot.
LOVE;s
w a i
Monday, February 11, 2008
who? ME?
W A I. Most people had asked me how the hell did w a i came? I mean, how on earth did I came up with this nick name. To tell, you the truth, I have a lot of nicknames. I mean, adik and angah is what my parent, sister and brother call me. Wahiidah, my real name is what most of my cousins call me and Fizah and ofcourse Syah. I think my 3A friends call me that too, some call me Idah though. Then there was Waidah, neighbours call me this. Then, wiidah, this is what Nik’ call me, my childhood friend. Then there was Wee Wee, Ree Ree and Fee Fee called me this. Then there’s w a i, w a i is what most people call me now. LOL. Most mistaken them for Y or why. ROTFL. But w a i actually comes from WAHIIDAH, strike the H and the I D A H. Then you have W A I. And then, most of my links are W A I N E Y. Why? LOL. It’s a combination of my name and my sis’. W A I, HANEY. See? It’s my sister’s idea, you know. Cause I wasn’t in the state of mind of where I can be creative when we did my second friendster. HAHA.
Well, that’s the story of the name. What else? I should tell you about ME. 17, turning 18, October. I’m a Halloween baby. Yeah, I was born on the 31st October, 1990. I was in my Mum’s tummy for 12 exact months, equal to 1 year. So, I’m opposite of a pre-mature baby. When people asked me or say “12 MONTHS? SERIOUSLY? HOW COME?” I answer; “The first doctor during the 9 months and so wasn’t cute nor handsome, so I wasn’t in the mood to go out. Then after 9 months, the doctor wasn’t welcoming. Finally on the 12th month, brutah the doctor handsome” ROTFL. I was just kidding. LOL. People that I’ve told that ^^ please don’t believe, OKAY? It’s a joke. Anyways, other than being a twelve month baby, I was quite a naughty and hard to handle baby. One, I play around till I knocked my head to a glass and hurt myself and it left me a scar. Two, I ate maggi with ONE bottle of Chili sauce, YUM. HAHA. Three, I ran around a lot. HAHA.
Most of the time, I’m pretty hard-headed. I change my mind easily but make decision on my own. For example; joining MD then UBD was my idea. Picking, Sociology, Accounting, Economics and GP was my idea. Then, I make harsh decision. I don’t like it when people hurt me and then bring the topic up again, cause it’s just plain STUPID. I don’t like texting actually. When, I make decision, I’ll stick to it and then change when I think is necessary. When people hurt me, don’t expect me to ball my eyes out and cry. I talk back. =) YES, I do. Once, I heard people calling me names, well, this is what I said “Bitch? Am I? Oh why, thank you. But, did you realize, everything that you’ve called me only refer back to you? I’m a bitch than you’re a bitch too. I’m stupid then you’re stupid too. I don’t need people telling me I’m beautiful. CAUSE, I KNOW I AM.”
And then, I realize most think I’m weak. Well, I don’t know, maybe, I don’t know. It’s okay if you think I’m weak, and it’s definitely okay if you hate me. I like it better if u do hate me. =) Honest. HAHA. Manipulator? Ah. The same old story, I’m just cruel, not quite a good manipulator but I’m cruel. Evil, some may say. Why? Cause, I don’t know. I wasn’t taught to be cruel but my environment, things that I’ve been through, made me defensive of myself. Yeah. What else? Unaffectionate. DUH. I hate it when I have to be one. I may become affectionate but it depends on my mood. But if u forced me to, get the hell out of my life. I don’t care much about other’s feeling, you know, I mean, if you’re hurt with my words, who asked you to be so sensitive.
I’m sensitive too, you know. I mean, simple, one word thing can make me hate you big time. If I see you, treating me with NO respect, please say good bye to me liking you. X) I can pretend to like you, yeah, I CAN, I CAN EVEN BE A HYPOCRITE, tell you the truth, I’m good at that, but, nahhh.. I prefer hating you infront of you. YEAH? Eh, wait, ada orang terasa kah? OOPS. HAHA. Whatever. Not my problem. Don’t come to me and say “Are you talking about me?” FYI, This post is dedicated to EVERY SINGLE PERSON I HATE. I mean, the bad one, yeah?
till then
w a i n e y
Well, that’s the story of the name. What else? I should tell you about ME. 17, turning 18, October. I’m a Halloween baby. Yeah, I was born on the 31st October, 1990. I was in my Mum’s tummy for 12 exact months, equal to 1 year. So, I’m opposite of a pre-mature baby. When people asked me or say “12 MONTHS? SERIOUSLY? HOW COME?” I answer; “The first doctor during the 9 months and so wasn’t cute nor handsome, so I wasn’t in the mood to go out. Then after 9 months, the doctor wasn’t welcoming. Finally on the 12th month, brutah the doctor handsome” ROTFL. I was just kidding. LOL. People that I’ve told that ^^ please don’t believe, OKAY? It’s a joke. Anyways, other than being a twelve month baby, I was quite a naughty and hard to handle baby. One, I play around till I knocked my head to a glass and hurt myself and it left me a scar. Two, I ate maggi with ONE bottle of Chili sauce, YUM. HAHA. Three, I ran around a lot. HAHA.
Most of the time, I’m pretty hard-headed. I change my mind easily but make decision on my own. For example; joining MD then UBD was my idea. Picking, Sociology, Accounting, Economics and GP was my idea. Then, I make harsh decision. I don’t like it when people hurt me and then bring the topic up again, cause it’s just plain STUPID. I don’t like texting actually. When, I make decision, I’ll stick to it and then change when I think is necessary. When people hurt me, don’t expect me to ball my eyes out and cry. I talk back. =) YES, I do. Once, I heard people calling me names, well, this is what I said “Bitch? Am I? Oh why, thank you. But, did you realize, everything that you’ve called me only refer back to you? I’m a bitch than you’re a bitch too. I’m stupid then you’re stupid too. I don’t need people telling me I’m beautiful. CAUSE, I KNOW I AM.”
And then, I realize most think I’m weak. Well, I don’t know, maybe, I don’t know. It’s okay if you think I’m weak, and it’s definitely okay if you hate me. I like it better if u do hate me. =) Honest. HAHA. Manipulator? Ah. The same old story, I’m just cruel, not quite a good manipulator but I’m cruel. Evil, some may say. Why? Cause, I don’t know. I wasn’t taught to be cruel but my environment, things that I’ve been through, made me defensive of myself. Yeah. What else? Unaffectionate. DUH. I hate it when I have to be one. I may become affectionate but it depends on my mood. But if u forced me to, get the hell out of my life. I don’t care much about other’s feeling, you know, I mean, if you’re hurt with my words, who asked you to be so sensitive.
I’m sensitive too, you know. I mean, simple, one word thing can make me hate you big time. If I see you, treating me with NO respect, please say good bye to me liking you. X) I can pretend to like you, yeah, I CAN, I CAN EVEN BE A HYPOCRITE, tell you the truth, I’m good at that, but, nahhh.. I prefer hating you infront of you. YEAH? Eh, wait, ada orang terasa kah? OOPS. HAHA. Whatever. Not my problem. Don’t come to me and say “Are you talking about me?” FYI, This post is dedicated to EVERY SINGLE PERSON I HATE. I mean, the bad one, yeah?
till then
w a i n e y
Saturday, February 9, 2008
i cut my
I CUT MY HAIR. *screams* HAHA. So yes. After months / weeks and tonnes of research, PLUS ARGUMENTS. I CUT MY HAIR. And It's real short. After much nervousness and mind changing things. I CUT MY HAIR. AUUU. MY LONG HAIR. AHHH.
The original plan was to go for the Yoo Eun Hye look.
This was plan A. Yeap. Plan A. FTW. Certainly I didn't cut it like this. XD X) And my plan B was Ayu's current hair which I, SUPERBLY LOVE.
So. After going to my dad's invitation thingy. Me, my sister, mum and bro went to Hua Ho Tanjung Bunut. I wasn't planning on cutting my hair yesterday. You know cause I needed to gather up myself and like, let myself cherish my long hair dulu. HAHA. But then, turns out, Kathy Chai was open. So. yeah.
The original plan was to go for the Yoo Eun Hye look.
This was plan A. Yeap. Plan A. FTW. Certainly I didn't cut it like this. XD X) And my plan B was Ayu's current hair which I, SUPERBLY LOVE.
So. After going to my dad's invitation thingy. Me, my sister, mum and bro went to Hua Ho Tanjung Bunut. I wasn't planning on cutting my hair yesterday. You know cause I needed to gather up myself and like, let myself cherish my long hair dulu. HAHA. But then, turns out, Kathy Chai was open. So. yeah.
So, in conclusion, I went from this
To this
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HAHA. I LOVE MY NEW HAIR. I can't deny the fact that I miss my old hair but yeah, It'll grow. HAHA.
till then
w a i n e y
till then
w a i n e y
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
a reason why
I love my brother. Haha. Yesterday, I went home and when I did, in the car, my brother, mum and dad was there. My face was kinda pissed, annoyed and just plain mad. I don't need to tell reason why, yes? Anyways. My brother noticed that I look pretty annoyed and bothered. Well, he said I look super bothered than annoyed though. So yeah, anyways this is what happened:
ROTFL. Oh, syahmi, I seriously LOVE YOU.
W - *gets in car, closes door tight.*
M - Okay dik~?
W - Uhuh.
D - Tu, mama belikan makanan.
W - Uhuh.
S - Senyum lah~ Senyum lah~ Ahai Cek Mek Molek~ *with his hands movement.*
W - HAHAHAHAHHAHAH!
ROTFL. Oh, syahmi, I seriously LOVE YOU.
Sunday, February 3, 2008
x) x) x)
LOL. So, today's Sunday. Yeah, February 3rd. 2008. Around 10 am, this special person of mine asked whether I was busy. I said, I'm not sure. And stuff but end up going to The Mall anyways. Then, sis sent me to The Mall. Yeah, as usual. Then, my special person treated me to watch Sweeney Todd : The Demon Barber of Fleet Street. So, thanks syg. x) Since, the movie starts at 1.25pm, I accompanied him to eat lunch first. =) Then, yeah went watching the movie.
The movie was great, I think. Personally though, hated the ending, I MEAN HE DIED. HELLLL! LOL. I offer spoilers. Hahah. Anyways. Movie finished around 3. Then went around and sis messaged up saying she wanna go to Yayasan and had asked my special person to come along and he did. YAY. XD Au, I'm superbly glad. So~? Haha.
Sis wanted to go to Yayasan to try Fun Donuts. It's like a replacement of Dunkin Donuts. I miss DUNKIN. Haha. But since the queeeeuuee was LONGGG. We decided to eat first. Jollibee. What did I eat? Yeah, I dun remember. Haha. Sis and my special person talked a lot. I think my special person now knows tooo many things about me, ey. LOL. Yeah, I've been keeping my feelings alone. X( But, hey, he knows about it and I don't mind jua bah.
In conclusion, today = Lovely, lovely lovely great great great day. =) Yes. yes. I clearly think so. Hehe.
till then
w a i n e y
Saturday, February 2, 2008
hung out.
So, Yesterday I went to Taman Jubli with my sister. It was a just because. We actually wanted to go to The Mall but change our minds since it was packed with people. I mean, PEOPLE. So, sis said that we should like maybe just hang out. So Taman Jubli came in mind. So, bought stuff from Mum's and then went straight to Taman Jubli. Some of the conversation that we had:
Haha. Duhhh. We talk about people, so? We aren't hypocrite. I talk about ppl and it's normal. SOOOO? Anyways. Other than talking, me and my sister vain-ed. LOL. Well, okay, I vain. HAHA. My sister's the type of person who vains at home ONLY. Haha. And when she has the mood. XD XD.
Anyways, then we went swimming at Mentiri. Yeah, Dad played badminton and, me, my sister & brother went swimming. We went to the 1.0 metre, and this little incident stucked on my mind. My brother still think he'll drown if he go in 1.0 metre so I picked him up and hold him in the water trying to make him feel the ground and it goes;
ROTFL. Syahmi, u, are one in a million. XD. And then yeah, he went swimming like a duck. Kidding. I love you still syahmi. Hahahahaha. Then, at around like 6.20ish, Went up, showered and change clothes, then Babah checked us up and waited outside. Then, texted mum cause dad wanted to bring us eat outside.
Picked mum up at home, last minute check in the mirror, then, went in the car. Then, went straight for Food Zone at Gadong properties. I ordered, Butter Milk Chicken and had to accompany Syahmi sat at the seats. So, mum, sis and dad went ahead and ordered. Turns out Dad wanted to eat Butter milk chicken but ordered *IDK How to spell this* Kway Teow???. So, exchanged with dad. Cause they gave this type of lada, I like for the Kway Teow. Haha. Mum ordered Chicken wings and chip. Sis ordered something Malay food which I don't know what it's callled. And, syahmi ordered Fish and Chips and GARLIC BREAD.
Hahah. Then went home, almost 9, I went online, chatted a bit then showered again. Then I slept. Andddd, yeah. That's what happen yesterday. Today, we had Maths. Then, malay tutorial. A change in our timetable but since it's still morning, I'm okay, I GUESS? Well, we don't have any other choice, kan? Hahah. Then, went to the cafeteria with my friends and my special person. I can't deny the fact that I was being quiet just now. I don't know why. And no, syg, it's nothing important and am not bothered, LOL. I just didn't know what to talk about, I think? Then, it was 11.46am. Went to CLT cause promised dad that I'm going home at 11.45am.
Waited. Till 12.09 am. Dad's not here yet. Heart says "W A I, Call babah, please~ LOL" So I did. Convo goes:
I love my dad. He cares a lot for us + I resemble my dad aloooot. Except for the fact that my dad is smooth hearted, that went to my sister. LOL. I somehow, found the incident funny and hahah at the same time. I don't know. LOL~~~ Kinda, kesian my special person cause had to dangani me wait my dad for a while. LOL. Came home and turns out my dad is busy today. X( He had to rush off to work and didn't even ate lunch and had to rush home to pick up my mum, I wonder what work did dad had to do. Everyone's depending on dad this days, huh? Ohhh, allowance come out so that I can treat babah dinner soon. X) Eh, noo~ Shuttle for dad. Haha. And, yeahhh, treat the family. Haha, Misato, I think? Hahah, random addiction with Misato. Now, I'm home alone. Bored to death, seriously.
till then
w a i n e y
W - Some people are just plain stupid.
H - Like that particular person.
W - AHHH. Si asakhjdhlaskjdas ka?
H- YEAH. Why on earth tah ia buat catu?
W - No idea. No life, I guess?
H - And spent your time making someone else miserable.
W - As I said some are just
W & H - S.T.U.P.I.D
Haha. Duhhh. We talk about people, so? We aren't hypocrite. I talk about ppl and it's normal. SOOOO? Anyways. Other than talking, me and my sister vain-ed. LOL. Well, okay, I vain. HAHA. My sister's the type of person who vains at home ONLY. Haha. And when she has the mood. XD XD.
Anyways, then we went swimming at Mentiri. Yeah, Dad played badminton and, me, my sister & brother went swimming. We went to the 1.0 metre, and this little incident stucked on my mind. My brother still think he'll drown if he go in 1.0 metre so I picked him up and hold him in the water trying to make him feel the ground and it goes;
W - Bah, Angah angkat alai ni..
H - Bah, Syahmi, it's not deep.. See, cuba lihat angah and along!
S - Deep, deep, deep.
W - *picks syahmi and bring him down to the pool*
S - DEEP!!?? DEEP??!!!? DEEP???!! DEEP???!! Eh!~~~ Not deep!!
ROTFL. Syahmi, u, are one in a million. XD. And then yeah, he went swimming like a duck. Kidding. I love you still syahmi. Hahahahaha. Then, at around like 6.20ish, Went up, showered and change clothes, then Babah checked us up and waited outside. Then, texted mum cause dad wanted to bring us eat outside.
Picked mum up at home, last minute check in the mirror, then, went in the car. Then, went straight for Food Zone at Gadong properties. I ordered, Butter Milk Chicken and had to accompany Syahmi sat at the seats. So, mum, sis and dad went ahead and ordered. Turns out Dad wanted to eat Butter milk chicken but ordered *IDK How to spell this* Kway Teow???. So, exchanged with dad. Cause they gave this type of lada, I like for the Kway Teow. Haha. Mum ordered Chicken wings and chip. Sis ordered something Malay food which I don't know what it's callled. And, syahmi ordered Fish and Chips and GARLIC BREAD.
Hahah. Then went home, almost 9, I went online, chatted a bit then showered again. Then I slept. Andddd, yeah. That's what happen yesterday. Today, we had Maths. Then, malay tutorial. A change in our timetable but since it's still morning, I'm okay, I GUESS? Well, we don't have any other choice, kan? Hahah. Then, went to the cafeteria with my friends and my special person. I can't deny the fact that I was being quiet just now. I don't know why. And no, syg, it's nothing important and am not bothered, LOL. I just didn't know what to talk about, I think? Then, it was 11.46am. Went to CLT cause promised dad that I'm going home at 11.45am.
Waited. Till 12.09 am. Dad's not here yet. Heart says "W A I, Call babah, please~ LOL" So I did. Convo goes:
W - Bah?
D - Kenapa dik?
W - Babah di mana?
D - Di office, kenapa?
W - Babah inda receive message angah?
D - Adik minta ambil awal ane? Babah fikir along ambil.
W - Inda, babah ambil adik.. HAHAHAH.
D - Bah, babah on the way. . *rushed voice*
W - *LOL*
I love my dad. He cares a lot for us + I resemble my dad aloooot. Except for the fact that my dad is smooth hearted, that went to my sister. LOL. I somehow, found the incident funny and hahah at the same time. I don't know. LOL~~~ Kinda, kesian my special person cause had to dangani me wait my dad for a while. LOL. Came home and turns out my dad is busy today. X( He had to rush off to work and didn't even ate lunch and had to rush home to pick up my mum, I wonder what work did dad had to do. Everyone's depending on dad this days, huh? Ohhh, allowance come out so that I can treat babah dinner soon. X) Eh, noo~ Shuttle for dad. Haha. And, yeahhh, treat the family. Haha, Misato, I think? Hahah, random addiction with Misato. Now, I'm home alone. Bored to death, seriously.
till then
w a i n e y
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